MS . X U A N

Baby boiiiii

2011-10-26T04:50:00.000-07:00

OMGieee!
Can't believe that i hav neglacted my blog for 1 month!
Sorry readers...
Urrmm, my excuse is...I'm in love =D
I'm busy paktorr-ING with my lovely baby boiii!
and and and...u guys noe i'm working!
wokay,stop crapping!
Since i dont noe where to start, so i'm gonna write something special for someone special!
Someone asked me a question, "why him", "Juliet, u're so different" ETC...
There're so many more guys out there etc etc bla bla bla~~
wokay...
I noe i might sounds rude to u,but i ans this to people that ask me the questions.
He's my boy, not urs...
Yes, i hav choice and he's my choice.
I'm the one who be in the relationship with him, not u?
So what r u worrying?
GOTCHA! =P

We're happy little couple, and i'm me when i'm with him.
So that's it!
He's someone that i'll think of when i'm feeling lonely, sad, happy or whatever....
Someone that i afraid to lose...
Someone that makes me feel that i'm blessed.
He's my baby boiii~
I willing to spend my time for him...
I willing to acc him for every movie he wanna watch....
Talk to him when he's bored...
Stay at home for him...
Shop with him whenever he wanna buy something...
Everytime when he wanna see me, i'll try my best to be by his side...
I wanna be a girlfriend that makes him feel better when he's angry...
Someone who can kiss on the cheek and wipe his tears away when he's crying...
PS : who says guys can't cry =P
I want him to cry for happiness instead of feeling sad...
I wanna be someone who makes him happy all the time...
I can't promise to be a very good girlfriend, but i'll try my best to avoid things that he dont like...
I care coz i love him, and i take him seriously...

Baby boii,
I wish to give u promises but I dont wanna give u any promises that i'm afraid to break...
I can't attend ur past, so u must hav me in ur future...
I love you baby boii!
Happy 1monthsary! ♥

I LOVE my school, I BREAK the rules.

2011-09-23T07:08:00.000-07:00

Dearest all, here comes my shooting post.
I LOVE my school, I BREAK the rules.
Theme by : LCLY fotographic ;)
Shooting by : Leon Chin
Make up and hairdo : ME =D
Enjoy....

Thanks LCLY for the theme.
I like shooting with concept, coz it'll leads model to pose easily with idea.
Guess i call this as SPACE for me...
Model and photographer need to communicate well seriously,
thanks Leon once again, He did well in communication so that i wont feel awkward!
Claps for him people ;)
More shooting post to come ;)
PS :All the photo is only for shooting purpose.

@live

2011-09-23T06:52:00.000-07:00

Letzzgo @live!
It's Sunday night people ;)
Juz reach my hostel and this gang of people juz kenot stop party-ing.
I actually juz wanna hav someone to talk with coz i'm emo,but then Jo said " dun emo, come out, i help u release stressed" LOL!

Winson =D

Babe Joan and Trissie ;)

I remember i cry that night,but thanks to Jo for his joke! Monkey joke!

And emo daiii saiii =P I said i want MOET, so this is it!
hahahahaha! Touched =( thanks!!

Thanks for the night! heart u guys much =( I'm so so touched!

Someone's wanna partyyy~

2011-09-23T05:54:00.000-07:00

Someone's is free!
And they request me to bring them go club!LOL!
It's Friday! Here we go Lollipop ;)
This time my party babe is at LAngkawiiiii =(
Party without her not that fun lorrrr~~~
But lucky i still got this bunch of darlings!
Babe Serene and Vannie~

Lovely girl~Her name is Serene =D

Her name is Naomi =D She's a friendly girl yo!

And this is my zaii zaiii =D
Want milk? hahaha!

Kai xiang ;)

The sweetheart ♥

Here comes babe Justina ;) i like the way she call me cocoma ♥ (ask me personally why she call me like that if u wanna noe =P)

NC ♥

I still prefer the VIP seats with sofa and pillow~

At stage with Kenny ;)

and bumped into Emilie babe ♥

DJ Monkey in style =D I like to play with that belt~~~P.I.A.K~~~

That's all for the night ;)
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Well, i'll remember this day,that you come back to me after all of ur bullshits.
Till now u're still the same.
U'll only text me when u think, u need someone.
"Hey how are u, wanna come my house? " u tot i'm what?I hav enuff with all these...
For once i really hav trust on u,but u made me regret with it.
Thanks for the game and lessons.
I've move on. U don't worth my sillyness,my love and so on.
U said u read my blog, so this post is specially for u..
I can forgive,but not forget.
We can still be frenz, but u juz make me change my mind...
Thanks to people around me with the lovely concern...
Especially guys who acc me the whole night.
don't worry, i'm juz posing some emotion of the night =P
And i want U to stop disturbing me....thx...

RAndommmm =P

2011-09-23T05:25:00.000-07:00

Holaa people, sorry for not updating =P
I'm busy, i'm lazyyyy =D
wokayy...hmmm where to start?
aite, i noe it's kinda old post...
but i still wanna blog bout it =P
Down to KL for an interview...
and the lovely one- Ms.Vannie acc me all the way~
She bang in to my hostel and wake me up! LOL!
heart her much! My all time partner, i mean eating, shopping,my secretary, my sister, my driver and my BANK! LOL...I keep all my salary inside her acc =P
She wait me for around 1 hour outside alone...
Done interview meet her up and off to pavilion for brunch...
Jo and Hansern came down to KL juz because of my msg!'
I said, i'm at KL with Vannie, come join us for a drinks or lunch laaa~~
And so, they straight away skip their "meeting"! LOL!
Want drink then say lorrr, dont blame me arrrr =P
hahaha, i'm touched...
u guys juz made my day ;)
Here's a pic of me with the lovely girl~

Have our brunch at LA Bodega ;)

This is my breakfast!

Coffee or Tea? Hell yea!

BOOM! Kronenbourg is the only choice we hav! So what for having drinks at 1130am? Hardcore =P

We drink untill evening! LOL!!
Tipsyyyyy go shopping!
Bought nothing!
Went back to PJ for second round!
Drop vannie at my hostel, hav shower and here we go SHOOTERS!
Ended up all drunk and having extremely hang over the next day!
I.......Skipped......my.....classsss =P

Forgive me...

2011-09-17T08:29:00.000-07:00

Suddenly found this video,which i've almost forgot that i'm casting!
Dont laugh pls...i noe it's a lil bit funny...

IMMA Japanese cuisine lover =D

2011-09-02T09:32:00.000-07:00

HANGOVER HANGOVER~~~
I onli remember i was at zouk with Jeremy and Jo last night!LOL!
aite,stop crapping...this is supposed to be a food post =P
If u're closed to me, u'll noe what's my favourite cuisine.
Been having Zanmai almost every Monday with my bitch-Vannie.
I'm not going to say i'm bored with it, i still love it =D
But this time, i tried another japanese restaurant with Jo =D
Tried this fine dining japanese restaurant named- KURA which is located at one world hotel.

How can u missed out the salmon sashimi when u're in a japanese restaurant?
Salmon melts in ur mouth yo!

Personally recomend u guys this Sea urchin!
So fresh and i can taste something like "sea".
Served with seaweed and some wasabi brings u the "BOOMM" feel!
close ur eyes and imagine!

Was craving fro prawn maki =D

Jo's noe i lovessss soup, so he ordered this for me, something like miso but it's full with seafood! Awesomenessss!

And how can u forget bout the chawanmushi??This is something special from the normal one!Look at the tiny prawnssss.Imagine the taste, a lil bit of sweetness and a lil bit of sea salty-ness! goes well with the smoothhhh egg custard!

And also one of my favourite! Hotate Mentaiyaki!Everytime when my frenzz asking me what is that i'll ans them " something like u're going to heaven?" c'mon, Juz tooo nice! I loveeeesss!

This dude really crAzy! but i likey =P Guess what, we're having CHOYA-UMESHU!
Seriously i can still taste yesterday alcohol,but who cares??hahaha!
I like this japanese plum wine muchie coz imma plum lover yo! ;) Wink*

alright, end my post with a HANGOVER nude face pic of mine :x
xoxo!

The Wok

2011-09-02T08:42:00.000-07:00

Yo pepoo, another food post *wink...
I used to stay alone,and my dinner was always instant noodles or sometimes *nothing*
I missed home all the time and especially home-cooked food.
Would like to recommend u guys a restaurant that serving home-cooked authentic Penang style Nyonya cuisine- THE WOK.
Been to The Wok with the gang.
The wok is located at 26 Jalan PJU 5/21,The strand Kota Damansara.
They hav the 1st branch- HOT WOK which is located somewhere in Penang.
So if u're craving some home-cooked food, try THE WOK =D

Chee cheong fun is lovessss, must try! It taste so nice with the fried onion.

Was craving for something like tomyum, so we ordered a tom yum soup.

All of us don't really eat fish coz of the bones on it, but the owner recomend us this grouper fish cooked in Asam style since all of us wanna hav something sourly spicy. Must try!

We're also craving for some petai, so here goes the petai sotong.

Also, recomend by the owner- stir-fry paku vege with belacan. Another must try!

And the only dish that's not spicy, hot-plate beancurd.I taste "home" in this beancurd dish!

Felt so warmth having dinner at The WOk, I rate 9/10 for them, coz another 1 point is if i'm having the dinner with my family, it will be perfect!

C.R.A.Z.Y

2011-09-01T05:34:00.000-07:00

Okay, some updated which is kinda outdate here.
I'm having my final presentation on June for my molecular cuisine classes.
Nahhhhh, i noe it's now September =P
but i juz still wanna post it out *wink
Do u noe what is molecular?
It's actually a discipline practiced by both scientists and food professionals that studies the physical and chemical processes that occur while cooking.
I dont really can explain but it's juz some crazy cooking method which is using lotsa modern technology like dehydration, water pressure, liquid nitrogen and etc.
We're all preparing and praticing for 2 month before the actual day.
from thinking on the menus to improvement on the flavour and finally the touch up for our product.
I can said that we've been doing the same things for 2month,untill we get our best.
the day before we're doing the mise en place.
lotsa our product need the process of dehydration, marinating and so on.
Nvr sleep well for almost 1 week juz to prepare the dinner.
wokay, reach college around 11am on the actual day.
i'm actually craving for something cold.
Made a call to Jo and he promised to buy me some Snowflakes =D
Dumbie Jo don't know what is snowflakes and he tot it's ice-cream!
I asked for the matcha flavour one and he ended up juz buy me ONE FLAVOUR EACH coz he dunno which one i actually want! LMAO! but i'm seriously happy and feeling touched!Thanks Jo ;) you're simply lovely!

Ended up sharing with my mates coz it's impossible to ask me finish all of it! LOL!
Once again, thanks for the awesome snowflakes ;)
alright back to work...and finally it's the time for WAR!
peeling 2kg of prawns is killing!
hurt my hand coz the prawn bite me?
okay, here's my prawn product, gues there's a lil blur onthe pic coz we're not allowed to snap pic inside the kitchen =P

It's actually udang merah served with Corn, Tomato Broth, Spring Onions and Pomelo Salad.
something special on this dish is the pomelo, we dehydrate it and deep fried it with the prawn,also the corn which we puree it and dried it out like a crackers!
here comes the fish product, it's snappers.

we served it with Soy Milk Skin , Baby Potatoes, Green Curry Pesto, Cream and Chive Oil.
Can't managed to snap others product coz IT'S BUSY INSIDE THE KITCHEN =P
Here's the menu.

First Act

Woo Kok with Poached Quail Egg and Caviar

Oh Chien

Har Kow

Xiu Loong Pau

Middle Act

Ox
Tongue and Tail, Pickled Fruits, Bak Choy, Onion Milk, Carrots, Ulam Raja

Udang Merah
Corn, Tomato Broth, Spring Onions, Pomelo Salad

Chicken Wings Stuffed with Muesli
Chicken Floss, Shellfish Cream288, Cucumbers, Cucumber Juice and Basil Seeds, Pickled Chive Flowers

Snapper
Soy Milk Skin, Baby Potatoes, Green Curry Pesto, Cream and Chive Oil.

Pandan Wrapped Quail
Mushroom Balsamic, Keluak Soil, Green Peas, Garlic Milk, Pegaga, Kemangi

Final Act

Chocolate Consomme
Almond Kulfi

Petit Fours

Guess what, u only need to pay RM75 for this dinner included with a glass of house wine.
U won't regret for trying it coz it's another dining experience for u and it's kinda romatic kkkkk.
wokay, it's around 11pm+ after the dinner and it's a FRIDAY!
C'mon, i should be at MIST at this time.
Rush home hav my shower and makeup.
Urrghhh, i hate rushing on make-up.
I was late to MIST on that night.
look at the crowd when i reached.

Hav been inside the kitchen for 12hours and i'm freaking tired! Dont really hav the energy to talk and i sound so soft inside the club.
C'mon, be more hyper!
So i juz bring my cam out and start to snap pic with the lovely one!

My partner of the day?? LOL!
His name is Daniel =D

The boss! Jo ;) I enjoyed drink with him coz we'll all ended up drunk!
A very good partner for stressed-released!LOL!

ME again with Daniel

Everyone's noe i ♥ both of them =P

Dancing is part of my life, bumped into Eunice at the stage...

The rockstar DJ Monkey!

This is funny! =P

wokay, i'm tired and so i juz forced myself to drink juz to make me hyper! LOL...

IDKy i♥ to kiss her =P

thanks for the champagne ♥ I suka MOET =D

We're WET ♥

Another sweetheart~~

With MC Terry-T ;)

I'm T.I.P.S.Y =P

C.R.A.Z.Y =P

D.R.U.N.K =P
but at least i still manage to pose ok~~heeeee

U guys are crazy but that's the only way to made my night yo!
Lovessss...

I have my style!

2011-08-17T10:31:00.000-07:00

Wokay, some blog post for my photo-shooting!
I noe it's been a while!
Photo by Art Mage- Marcus =D
Makeup and hairdo by- Meeeee =D
Venue- abandon house and railway~
Enjoy ♥

One of my favourite!

welll~~how was it?
I got 2 skin tone and uncountable kissing marks by mosquito!
pictures turns out satisfy so worth it laaa =P

Chillex!! Go for some ice and some cocktails!

2011-08-17T09:43:00.000-07:00

Yea, i neglected my blog for once again!
Sry guys...i'm juz busy on my intern...
since today is my off day,so i wanna blog some "history" i guess??
Me and the bitch was craving for something cold!
SO here we go to ice room-the strand kota damansara!
If u know me, u'll noe green tea is my ♥

other than that, strawberry will do, i juz ♥ the pinky colour!

for green tea, it's quit strong in matcha flavour.
u'll love it if u're a green tea lover like me.
for texture, it's like 100 yen snow ice...
smooth and a lil bit creamy~
for strawberry, it actually goes well with coco crunch!LOL!
i'm serious! it means strawberry goes well with chocolate!
Price range RM12 per bowl of snow ice ;)
aite, imma cocktail lover!
if u do,try the cocktail at Rush hours!
The bartender- Nick can make very nice cocktail!
Juz tell him what kind of drinks u like...
I told him i want something like coffee,and i want it to be a lil sexy!
LOL!!
and he make me this cocktail!
It's actually bailey's...

another favourite! Sex on the beach!

I told him i want something sour and abit salty!
Here comes the "salty dog"....
It's a grapefruit cocktail! Warning-high in alcohol....

Price range from Rm25 to RM50 =D

Fuck that internet connection! kinda slow and l...a.....g.g..g.g.g.g....

HYPER =D

2011-07-14T07:56:00.000-07:00

Wokay,another Friday night!
Had dinner with my lovely bitch MsJouJou, JO, Eric and the gang!
We supposed to dine in at Italianiese coz i'm craving for pizza!
But due to the lightning problem, we've change to dine in at The apartment!

Starter-Wild mushroom soup!
Jou Jou don't like the "western" taste!So I'm the one who finished it!
Taste ok laa coz i prefer the one i cook myself =P

Another appetizer ordered by Jo,it's Clam with tomato and chilli!
Taste not bad and it's serve with white bread!

Jou's ordered! Forgot the name but it's actually basil chicken spaghetti!

And my all time favourite Aglio olio with prawn!
I only like the prawn coz i prefer the one at purple mango!

Red wine taste good with italian cuisine! It's SHIRAZ!

with my bitch Jou Jou♥

I like her eyes!♥

Went to Shooters after dinner for second round!
We're playing true or death!
Drink Drank and Get Drunk!
Around 11pm+,here we go! M.I.S.T again!
Bump into Babe Yuri ;)

Deekos!

Babe Angeal ♥

I cinta pada u babe ♥♥

Mr.Kage =D

Bump into Gary Tan ;)

Thank you very much Jo, appreciate♥

And this Monyet, look at him! HYPER status!

Chicken little Botak Wee!

I like this pic so much! Us with TerryT!

Kidd ;)

Dj Voize =D

Mr.Kenny the preU student ==

SOOOooo drunk that night!
Enjoy my party with u guys! Much love!♥♥

Happy birthday to daddy!

2011-07-14T07:33:00.000-07:00

Another outdated post!
It's specially for my dad!

Happy Birthday daddy!
He's the best daddy in the world!
I got breakfast ready at the table and newspaper outside my door everyday!
When i'm sick, he drive all over from Ampang to PJ during midnight just to fetch me to the clinic!
He give me a call everynight just to ensure i'm safe when i'm staying in hostel!
He clean my room for me!
He refill the fridge to make sure there's always food inside!
He hug me when i told him i'm afraid!
He gave me everything!
I love you much daddy!

Kami suka party!

2011-07-14T05:55:00.000-07:00

Wooahhh readers, i'm back!
So sorry for nvr updates for such a looooooong time!
My blog is so death =(
I've been busy working all these while...
Wake up,work,sleep...that's my farking life now!
Leg cramp almost everyday,and the worst things is my leg even cramp during i'm in my sweet dream!Urrghh!Spoil my night!
Wokay,stop crapping!
I just wanna post my Damn Happening life!
It's FRIDAY!
I knew it's such a OLD post!
But i still wanna post bout it =P
With the lovely gang again to M.I.S.T!
We're having our lollipop at the VIP seats!
Very thanks to Jo and Hansern for the reservation and everything!
I like the place very much coz it's not crowded at all!
And most important is it's just right beside to the stage!
Everything is nice included the air condition!
Very comfortable place!I likey~~
Only thing that is not good enuff is the ladies and gents is far away!LOL!
alright,enjoy the party pic!
Babe Crissc and me! she's cute right??!

You guys don't need me to introduce her!

I love them! I always hav an awesome night with them!xoxo!

Babe Trissie in da house!She's kinda hardcore!LOL!

Here comes Eric!

Babe Stephanie =D
Ohhw look at the cap that makes us looks stupid yet cute!
Thx to Jo for open too much buckets of HEINEKEN!

The drunkard HanSern!

My lovely babe!

FArkiuuu playbooii~

Babe stephanie with us~

Tipsy status!

Babe Naomi!She's such a beautiful lady =D

And babe Angeal!xoxo!

TerryT =D

And the monyet DJ Monkey~~

Very thanks to Mr Hansern the drunkard!
He supposed to send us home but he ended up drive home himself!
We're still so happy having lok lok outside!LOL!
Lucky Jou's friend is there to fetch us home!
But our handbag is left inside Mr. Hansern car!
No money with us, no key with us!
I stand outside until 7am only i got to get in to my room!
GAN ZHEONG Weiii!
That's all for this OLD post!

sorry

2011-06-27T22:49:00.000-07:00

sorry guys, was busying with college stuffs and party all these while!

But i promise will update my blog after this week k ;)
Mwahhhhh =D

French fine dining + GOSH !

2011-06-02T11:03:00.000-07:00

Having this French fine dining dinner last Thursday with two of them, Mike and David.
Appreciate very much for the support there...
So here comes our menu.

It's a 7 course meal and here comes the soup!

The one i love the most, appetizer!

HOt entree! I love mussles =D

Sorbet for refresh! I taste very strong red wine here~

And the main course!

Cheese platter, dislike the blue cheese, else is a nice combination with grapes!

And lastly desserts which looks very attractive and yummylicious!

GOSH club with the classmates for next round to support CK- DJ crossfinger!
My very 1st time to be there~
It will be a nice club if there's a crowd!
Party people, here we go!
He's my bro ;) Mr.Alex Chong!

LJ,the big chef!aha!

And this mildred who cannot take picture nicely!

The sister XD Ah moii Joshua!

The one who trying to act cute! Parlim, from JB!

And the lovely couple!Jonathan and Joey =D

That's all for the night people!
XOXO

Are you the right one?

2011-06-02T09:59:00.000-07:00

People will not appreciate things that can get easily!
And things that can get easily, not worth to be appreciate!
Am I right?
I've asked myself about this many times!
and perhaps the answer will always be YES!
Once I'm loved, I really loved...
I knew i'm always being too serious in relationship...
but that's me!
I don't wanna have sorry feeling to anyone!
I don't wanna hurt anyone...
It's ur problem to being bad to me, but It's my problem when i'm being bad to someone!
I don't wanna own anyone!
I always flirt when i'm single...
I'm in a complicated relationship when i'm single...
I'm such a bitch when i'm single...
but i will only be yours when i'm in a relationship with you!
I knew what am I doing!
Well, should i treat it serious this time?
I'm so confused!
Can you people please let me know on how should I do?
The right one,
will you leave me one day?
Are you really serious on me?
Don't you know me well?
Will you try to hold me everytime when i need you?
I know i'm such an emotional girl, but i'm just stupid when i'm in love and i need you!
I'm afraid, so please hold me!

Date

2011-05-28T12:08:00.000-07:00

A very special date with him.
Went to Sunway Pyramid for dinner.
And we've choosen Thai Thai!

Since we're having thai food,Tom Yum will be the must hav!
And it taste really nice!
Lovieee

Thai fish cakes which is so yummylicious.

Pineapple fried rice, taste really pineapple and i Love it!

And stir-fry asparagus with prawn as vege =D

Watched Detective and the cinema was so darnn cold!
Thanks for comforting me!
Went to have desserts at SS2 geii dakk sekk after movie!

This seaweed roll is nice, i just love seaweed!

And these mango ice is very famous there...

Red bean ice which taste like first love??LOL

That's my day, thanks for the lovely date! *wink...

Love urself when u're alone!

2011-05-28T11:38:00.000-07:00

Random outing to movida!
A sudden plan by Mike...
met new friends and i enjoy myself much that night!
With mike...

Mr.David Huan =D

Went to Rush hours after that and here's DeeJay CS!

What a night!
Doing something crazy i guess the next day!
Got this weird feeling suddenly coz everyone is in a relationship, but i'm single!
The bitches and dudes is busy paktorr-ING!
What i can say is, love urself more when u're alone!
I've tried eat alone,shop alone but NVR movie alone!
So this time, I went movie alone at tropicana city mall!
I hate being alone seriously!
But i just don't wanna waste my time stay at home during this public holiday!
So why not give myself a try?
Feeling abit dissapointed but I still learn to smile and being alone!
No disturb!
Wearing the T- with the words I love myself more *wink
Have lunch alone in this Chic-King!
I've choosed fast food coz the movie gonna start in 20mins time.
Burger taste not bad! But improvement needed for mash potatoes!

Watching movie alone is so....S*hai i can say!?
Cinema is full and i'm sitting with strangers!
But i still smile and enjoy my movie!
The bitch come after that and we wanna challenge ourself with this Wong louu katt!
soooo bitter weiii =[

Love urself with some bubble tea!

I Love ME more =D

Rockstar!

2011-05-28T11:05:00.000-07:00

We're Rockstar!
We play hard, party hard and fuck hard??
Alright, stop crapping!
Once again, makan lollipop at mist!
again with my party bitch Ms.jou Jou Huan =D
I'm wearing contact lens that night which make me look so cute and weird?!
I dont like my eyes, but they said it's nice!

3 of us

To smile or not to smile??
say EEEEEEee

Thanks Jo for coming that night =]

Eric, a very nice guy when he's awake,yet random when he's drunk...LOL

Mr.Ray!

Pretty girl name Mico Be

Mr.Alex =D He got a very complicated name at Facebook!

Bumped into him, Mr.John!

And this pretty girl Yuri ;)

Babe Justina

Colwyn Lai =D

Back to the stage, and here's DJ Voize...

Emo mode ON after party and I'm tipsy!

Food and Drinksss!

2011-05-28T10:36:00.000-07:00

Well, guess my blog is full of party and food!
Have lunch with Jo,Max,Eric and this time i bring 2 of my bitch along,Vannie and Serene =D
We always love japanese cuisine.
Zen again at sunway pyramid.
I just love chawanmushi!

Udon is love =D

And this prawn maki!

A must have,and my all time favourite,Hotate Mentaiyaki!

This so called spring water is da BOMB!

And this cute strawberry desserts will made our day!

I love Ice-cream!

And after that, Library will be our second round!
Corona taste much more better than carlsberg, but i still love Heineken!

With my bitch Vannie Tan!

Went to work after that!
Thanks for the cocktail
Rush hours can really made cocktails!
That's all for the night!
And i'm in tipsy status!

Ms.Jou birthday bash!

2011-05-28T09:24:00.000-07:00

OMG,i've really neglected my blog!
My updated is sooo outdated!
But i'll still goin to post it....weeeee
It's my lovely bitch birthday Ms.Jou !
Yea, of coz we're going to celebrate it at CLUB!
This time, the M.K.F.Z is spinning at maison as a come back party via old vibration!
Missed the old vibration so darnn much!
But surprisingly maison is soooo darnnn......quiet!
Can't get used to this kind of crowd!
But nvm, we still enjoy ourself!
Here's the pic of me and the birthday girl!

Girls of the night!

This dude name Saintz Wai kitt~

With the long time no see bitch- Ms.Peggy

Also, this pretty girl which I 1st saw her having make-up
Mei Weii =D

Surprise Birthday cheese cake by Hanwen??
Hope i nvr mistaken the name *wink...

Happy Birthday Jou, you noe i♥u

I ♥ this....

And i love my make up that day, it takes me nearly an hour just to paint my eye!

So how bout Friday?
Of coz one more celebration at Mist!
U noe we love lollipop ;)
with the birthday girl once again...

Meiling miko

The girls...

chunchun^^she's a cute cute cute cute bitch!

Bump into kenny =D

Later on, we'll back to our place- The stage!
We just love to dance!
With the cute one, DJ Monkey ;)

I was f*king drunk that night!
Coz the dude Saintz/Kenny frenz tot i'm the one B'day!
And so they start to attack me just to make sure i'll get drunk!
Say thank you to me arrr Jou! LOL!
And girls start to kiss around i guess when they're drunk!

with Eunice

And this leng zaii which i don't know him,but saw this pic the next day!
Hello there! Ahaha!

And DJ Funkzu as well

Ended up Drunk! With this ramdon pic taken by who huhh??

Once again, Happy birthday to the loved one!

anyone??

2011-05-25T07:24:00.000-07:00

有没有人可以告诉我...男/女朋友的定义是什么??
can anyone tell me, what's the defination of having a boyfriend/girlfriend...??

Party!

2011-05-17T13:29:00.000-07:00

Guess we're really lollipop lover!
Once again, MIST with my lovely one and dudes...
We've been waiting outside there for almost an hour due to the CLEO event!
Almost fall asleep *_*
But this time just dunno why!
The M.K.F.Z / DJ Voize power! Aha...
Stop crapping, just so in the mood and there's "kik" for us!
Love the music!

Since we're so in mood, of coz there's drunkasss!
Ms.Jou Jou the lovely one is sibeh drunk that night!
Very thanks to Vincent Teo! Ahahaha!
ANd so i'm in tipsy status!
To the lovely one, guys is always unbelieveable!
You'll have a better one and cheer up!
Playboy is just not our type! Fuck off o0o!
LOLHere's some randomly pick picture...
U guys don't need me to introduce her ;)

Vincent Teo with new style!

Ms.Yuri in da house!

Malcom ,he got lots of pattern!

Darren

Max

Wawa

Iiwen

Mico Be

Alright, feel the power?? Let's party!

Someone says that my outfit looks like refree!*

Imma food lover =D

2011-05-17T12:58:00.000-07:00

Well since i'm so in the mood of blogging
Here's some random update....
It's been so long i've never blog...
so i'll just do it in a ZABALANG way k ;)
Went to bubba gump with Jo
My 2nd time been to bubba gump...
And here's some of the food that we've tried...
Say yeahh to shrimp!

I love the stuffed shrimp with rice one,so yummylicious!
ANd the clam chowder which both of us cant even finish it!
This is so rich n potato cubes and clams...

Also, both of us ordered drinks which we think it's nice by the picture!
actually it's cocktails which taste pretty sucks!

We always have second round!
So here we go movida!

That's all for the day!
Guess what??
It's kampachi the next day!
Again both of us went to have japanese cuisine,since i'm a japanese food lover!

Look at this special green tea, the tea pot is so cute!

And Jo said that "dont be silly, please ordered sake,it's a must have drinks"

Alright, here's our food!

I always love Chawanmushi!

Look, it's a kampachi signature at the omelette!

alright guys....hungry right?? ;)

Ramdomly updates~

2011-05-15T14:43:00.000-07:00

Due to the internet connection, there's too many things to update!
i don't know where to start!
Alright, just some of my random feelings...
Now I knew, something that's so reality!
I got thousands of friends,
but when I need someone to talk with, there's nobody!
Not they don't wanna talk to me,
only, I mean, i just can't get the right one to talk with...
What is the meaning of friends??
If you have someone that you really need to be at your side,
Do you still need friends?
The answer is NO!
Everyone seems to be the same....
Only they're waiting the right one...
Or can i say, you just dont know how to balance it nicely?
All these while how hav we been thru?
Are you going to remember that...
there's still someone when one day when u're in trouble??
It's too late to remember, am i right?
You don't even know what happen to me...
and you just ignore everything accidently...
Yes, accidently!
But deeply in my heart, I care!
I just hate this kind of feeling so much...

For relationship,
are you serious??
Tell me, if you're just playing!
Don't act like you're serious, coz it might hurts!
Show me that you really care,
You don't even do what a boyfriend should do,
Not even a message or call...
And please don't ask me why I do the same to you,
Coz everytime when i message you, u'll just simply ignore me...
with lots of reason and excuses??
says that you're busy??
ALright, go busy with your stuff....
What should I do, and should i treat you as my friend? or boyfriend?
Show me that you care, or else fuck off!

MIST

2011-04-23T08:17:00.000-07:00

Yes, It's FRIDAY!
AND FRIDAY = MIST
And this time, I went there with him,Diff NG the hair stylist!

He stay so damn farrrrrr!
Thanks for the night yea ;)

I Love this very much...

Also, not to forget my all time party queen!Ms. Jou

Smooches!

Not to forget the Superstar, DJ Monkey!

He got a cool piercing!!

ALso, DJ Voize! Look at his RED face,hahaha!

Yew in da house!

Also, friend of Yew's, a funny guy, i can't see him, can u?? XD

And friend of Diff as well, forgot his name *opps*

Bumped into Salmon salmon, Mr.Simon!

It's so crowded that night! Not that really got the "kick"..
But I still love to party at mist with my lovely babes and dudes!

Good Night guys!

ZOUK!

2011-04-23T07:54:00.000-07:00

Hell yeah!
It's TURBULENCE!!
My very 1st time to get myself drunk like this!
Went to Zouk last thursday with the K.A.K.I's
Jo,Yan,Max,Dexter,Jeremy, Kiyo, Makiyo, Megan and friends...
Before that i'm working at purple mango...
Tasted blur label and it's da BOMB!
Went to ZOUK with tipsy status...
I LOVe ZOUK, because it's 4play!
I'm consider as underage but i still can enter!
So SYOK kayyy!
Gonna party as much as I can!
She's pretty! Ms.Yan in da house!

ANd guess who i saw??
DJ Monkey! His table is just next to us!

And this hyper girl Kiyo!

Also Jeremy! So sorry that night, to ur car as well...ahaha!

I'm totally K.O that night!
Went home and ended up can't wake up the next day!
And guess what?
I still manage to remove my make-up and sleep! LOL!!

Wednesday!!

2011-04-17T02:08:00.000-07:00

Yea, It's Wednesday... Have lunch with Jo and Bernard at ioi boulevard,Kissaten! I love Udon!

Having some red wine, chillin and relax for the next round... Went home after that, and prepare for the third round! It's @live! Went there with mun jun,and his friends... And it's Leeroy Petersen in da house!He's from Australia! Look at his awesome performance!

Party rock! Special performance by him! It's DJ Funkzu in da house!

Not to forget the awesome live band!

A nice place to party! @live!!

Tuesday!

2011-04-17T01:30:00.000-07:00

Yeah, snake plan of mine ;) went to Genting with the kaki... Jo,Max,Bernard and Yan... Chill and relax huhh? Walking aroung there and Haunted house will be our 1st things to do! So funny, coz it's so excited to guess where's the "ghost" hide... and so funny to see them make-up heavily to look like a "ghost"... I keep on syok sendiri to make myself not that scared...LOL....

K.A.K.I

After that, It's Ripleys believe it or not!I look so ugly in this pic ><''

handsome Jo in da house!

3rd round! Look at them! hahaha..so fun and cute!

pretty girl....errrr, innocent?? hahahaha!It's Yan, she's a nice girl k...

Peace >.^

Rush back to KL after that...chillin at shooters and waiting for second round! Cheong K!

That's my day! Tired to the MAX weiii!

Monday!

2011-04-17T01:19:00.000-07:00

Monday, wake up early in the morning to attend French class! After that, yea i got 5hours break! But i just stay at home and rest...bored enough! Here's some of my product done in molecular class...

Looks nice right?? but we gotta inprove more and focus on the taste! so, after my class it's already 7.30+pm... Hungry to the MAX and yeah, went to have dinner at The ship with Wilson.

Thanks for the awesome dinner. Off to purple mango to meet up with Nixon,and then Movida here we come! That's my night on Monday *wink*

RANdom update!

2011-04-17T00:05:00.000-07:00

Since I'm in the mood to update my blog, so here we go again! My bitch Vannie and I purposely went to SS2 mall... Yea, just to have a cup of Chatime! We always wanted to try everytime we pass-by chatime at times square and pavilion. But ended-up keep fit arrr, later not wanna have desserts mehh, i prefer starbucks arrr...ETC! but this time, since SS2 mall is quite new, so we got no other choice! LOL!

And it's a good try! I LOVE their milk tea! They have nice pearl! So chewy and smoothhhhhhh~ AWESOME! Went home after that, and prepare for the next round! It's MIST again with my lovely bitch Jou.... Jou's camera passed away last week,and my camera is out of battery... SAD case, just some bad quality pic with phone...

She's my all time party bitch and I love her to the MAX!

Tipsy!

MC'D after club, and this is what happen to both of our ice-cream!LOL!

I LOVE being Crazy with u!

Another day!

2011-04-16T10:17:00.000-07:00

Yea, seems like i support Japan very much by eating their food huhh? It's japanese food again! Went to Pavilion for a walk with my bitch Vannie... Don't know what to eat, so Sushi Tei will be our choice... but we only eat a few, coz we plan to have another lunch at pepper lunch with Serena春! haha, but she cant make it...she only can make it during dinner! alright, here we go sushi!

After that, off to Sg.Wang to look for my belly ringss... and then back to PJ for some desserts... 100 Yen ice-cream that i've wanted to have for so long! Matcha will always be my choice!

Hungry, and so, went to Fun taipei with my bitches Vannie, Serene and her man aka my son Mr.Yao!

Aha, I'm in love with green-tea, It's Green-Tea coffee, taste not bad ;)

Also, some snacks for us!

Went home after that, and wait for my lovely babe Serena春! We both went to 1U for dinner and guess what? Zanmai as our choice! This is what we've ordered... It's soft shell crab maki!

sushi!

All time favourite Salmon sashimi!

Coral Maki, which is also salmon =D

Gyoza

Also, one of my love Agedashi tofu!

And this is what we get for free, since many of our friendss is working inside the kitchen there....LOL Grilled sotong!

And deep fried chicken!dunno what's the name~

That's all for our dinner, and we both went home with a big tummy! Guess i've gain more KGs in just 1day! Went to @live after that with Jo, Max, Dexter and etc... meet CK and his friends there... Another day i've spent! XoXo!

Live life to the fullest!

2011-04-16T08:29:00.000-07:00

Alright alright! After my piercing, i should have control my food to prevent infection! But guess what! ZEN sushi on the next day! Went to Sunway pyramid-Zen to have dinner with the kaki! Jo, Bernard, Max, Michie and Cally... Awwww, i want chawanmushi....ebiko...soft shell crab... But i can't take it! Issshhh! I can only take raw fishes.... Hmmmm, Don't feel hungry kayyy....

I Love this!!

Forget the name, but it's prawn inside! Avocado is LOVe!

And this is my favourite! Hotate Mentaiyaki! But....I CAN'T TAKE IT, because it's shell product!! ARRRGHHH!!

Also, not to forget to try their sakae! We call this spring water ( wink ) Taste like water with a weird salty ermmm woody flavour.... Don't really feel the alcohol, but u'll get surprise after that!

The ladies...

And the gentlements! busy eating there...haha...

Have free ice-cream from ZEN Match and Black sesame... I love Matcha!

Thanks alot to Jo for the dinner! It's Awesome...

Went to Movida for second round after that... Tried this japanese single malt whisky... Hmmm...taste abit strong,and i prefer singleton and macallan!

This is the night!

Piercing!

2011-04-16T07:48:00.000-07:00

Suddenly have the mood to update ma blog... so here we go! I always wanted to have a piercing on my belly... But everytime ended up with " next time sin laaa " Coz my mommy will kill me if she knew i got a piercing on ma tummy! And....I scared...LOL... But this time, i don't know what happen to me... Promise my lovely bitch Jou to have piercing last week! She actually wanna have piercing on her tongue... but the tattoo artist ask her not to do it, or else she will talk like a duck?? Ahaha! At last she ended-up to have a nice tattoo on her neck! So her we go!

1U Dragonfly tattoo and piercing.... Special thanks to my bitch Vannie, her man Gordon and Feii louu as well... Gan Zheongg weiii!

Not that pain at 1st, but after that, Ho liaoo! I can't even bend down! ahahaha... not bad not bad! A new experience for me! Would like to have tattoo as well!! Mommy dont kill me kayyy... Jou turn... Hmmm, the sounds is so scary... Jou jump away from her chair when she 1st heard bout it! Ahaha! Okay...there she is!

Nice weiiii!

Her tattoo keep bleeding after that... ermm, no worries, not that woahhh, bloody bleeding... Just a lil blood on it...and i keep on helping her to wipe~ Aha, Randy come to fetch us home after that... OMg, guess what, i'm now like a pregnant lady! Sit aso sann fuu! Reach home around 11+.... Have ma shower and went to bed! The next day PM module! Need to be at college at 6am weii! Crazy right! Hate Tuesday and Wednesday to the Max!

Dutt u DENGGI~

2011-03-31T07:00:00.000-07:00

谢谢各位朋友们的关心...

睡了3天,好很多了...

烧也退了.....

吊那个死人水,

插到我很痛咯!!

><'' issshh~

闷死了啦...

很多assignment要赶...

星期6还要考试呢...

应该明天就可以jailbreak了...

快点快点... 很闷呐...

这里的线很鬼差...

搞到我闷到...

做manicure算了.... 哈哈...

死人病快点走开...

我还要去party跳舞的叻~~~~ X)

妈妈说我病傻了...

真的...有点傻,哈哈...

快点快点....我快闷死了!!!

你,在那里??

2011-03-30T22:28:00.000-07:00

好想...
一早睡醒,
可以为你准备早餐...
然后亲亲你说...
"dear,该起床咯..."
等你醒后把被子折好,床整理好....
然后为你系上领带...
看你上班去...
好想....
无聊时,
可以唱歌给你听...
想你时,
可以信息你说....
"dear,我想你了"
天气热的时候,
可以有个你,让我叮咛说...
"dear,记得要多喝水..."
下雨了...
可以对你说...
"dear,别着凉了...."
知道你下班了...
可以有个你,
让我提醒说...
"dear,小心驾车...."
知道你累了....
可以让我抱着你,亲你说...
"dear,辛苦咯..."
然后为你按摩...对你说..
"dear,晚餐准备好了..."
好想...
每一场电影,都陪你看...
我愿意陪你看每一场你爱看的电影...
好想...
有你陪我逛街....
然后学会为你,逛家居部...
好想有一个你, 可以让我好好的疼....
幸福...其实很简单不是吗?
但我却觉得幸福....遥不可及...
或许这一切...都太天真了吧...
那一个你....到底在哪里??

给予曾经的我们...

2011-03-26T01:54:00.000-07:00

一起走过了99天...
终于我们还是分开了...
原来我们还是撑不过100天...
记得你说分手的那一天,
我任性的把你硬留下来...
但这一次,我只能放手了...
还你自由...
其实我也真的很累了...
曾经,我说过...累了,让我来背你...

两个人的路,一个人走...好累..好痛!
但我始终明白,勉强得来的幸福...我宁可不要...
好讨厌逼人的感觉...
爱一个人...好累,好难...
但,爱你...我不后悔...
谢谢你,被我爱过...
谢谢你,出现在我的生命里...
谢谢你,曾经的爱过我...
尽管只不过是那么一点点吧...
谢谢你,让彼此自由...
我不恨你...但,我也已不再爱你了...
分手快乐...take care!

你不原意....

2011-03-01T07:29:00.000-08:00

我不会吵,不会闹....
心痛了就用沉默代替一切....
我不敢问,更不会提...
难过了就一个人不停的走...
我不会哭,也不会笑....
很累了就让我消失一下吧....
我知道每条路都好难走...
我知道我的那条路就注定了要坎坷....
我也不可以去强颜任何人....
说好不再流泪,我就不会流...
即使我的心再痛....
即使我的泪就在眼眶....
说过要笑对生活...
可是为什么心依然会痛....
笑依然假?? 泪依然在流??
这条路我一个人走...即使前面满是荆棘....
即使我已是遍体鳞伤...
即使是那么的不舍....
我知道,一切都没用....
不会为谁而改变....
一切不需要改变.....
这条路我一个人走,一个人继续面对....
一个人继续伤悲.... 一个人继续走!!
因为不想要怨言....所以我一个人走....

如果我说, 陪我好吗??
你愿意吗??

你不原意...

对不起,我只是爱你...

2011-02-28T19:16:00.000-08:00

1/3

3月了....
再怎么恐惧,却还是来临了...
每一天都在倒数....
倒数的...或许就是你的离去....
每一天,就向你退后一点点....
一个月了...
每一天,我都会要自己退后一点点...
每退后一步...心,就会痛一次...
草稿箱里...存满了你的信息....
习惯了你...
dear,我到家了...
dear,我和家人出去吃晚餐咯~
dear,早安...
dear,晚安...记得盖被...
dear,下很大雨...别着凉...
dear,天气很热...记得喝多多水....
dear,记得吃东西...
dear......
我已经习惯了你.....
习惯了...什么大小事都和你说...
习惯高兴时...第一个想和你分享...
习惯伤心时....第一个想找你倾诉....
我不喜欢撒娇....
但却希望感觉害怕的时候...
有你可以让我抱....
我不要求你可以给到我什么...
我只是想好好爱你而已...
那样....很难吗?
我不喜欢依赖....
但,我却只想依赖你一个人...
我只想我的男朋友幸福....
那样...有错吗??
在学校,煮着一道又一道的佳肴...
很想也煮给你吃...
记得你以前说要我弄lunch box给你...
直到现在....我应该已经没有机会弄给你了吧....
感觉...我什么都已经不会了....
好没有用吧....
世界很大...诱惑很多...
但,我却只想要你一个....
收敛了对你的爱....
怕对你造成了压力...
但到最后...我还是没有办法收敛...
亲爱的,是我让你很累了吧...
对不起....我只是很爱你....

ILY

2011-02-26T08:19:00.000-08:00

眼泪划过脸颊的那一刻...
心,也就碎了...
我不知道我为了什么要那么努力着....
每一天...
我都在等...
等着很多有的没的...
却不知道其实在等什么....
不断告诉自己要乐观...
要加油....
但是这样,到底是好还是坏??
压抑着心里的情绪...
其实你知不知道....
我...好辛苦....
宝贝...
我累了....
I do as i promised....
i'll leave and let go
on that day.............
ILY........

Dear...

2011-02-18T12:43:00.000-08:00

我好像不懂的怎么去爱了...
越是想你....
我越是不敢找你....
好想野蛮一点对你....
可是...
自己总是心软....
亲爱的...
我真的好想念你.....
下一步...
我到底该往哪里走....
到底我该怎么做....
为什么,你们都喜欢走进我的人生....
然后离开我....

Anonymous

2011-02-15T09:26:00.000-08:00

Just a lil update...
ANONYMOUS PHOTOGRAPHY....
A brand new baby learner on photography huhh~~
Let the photo to continue, enjoy =)

Another tiring day...
I was trying to make myself busy...
Everytime when i'm really feeling upset,
i'll choose to go for shooting...
A very good way to relax urself without using any money!
Trying to cheer myself up,
but why does it seems to be so difficult??
I hate myself sometimes,
I miss you so much but i'm not confident enough to tell you!
I used to send you an sms saying that i miss you,
but why does it so difficult for me now??
I hate this feeling seriously and yes, I miss you so much!!
I'm so lost on the next step!
When will all this comes to an end??
Everyday, I'm trying my best...
to show you how much i care...
and to hold this relationship...

Now you know??

2011-02-15T02:23:00.000-08:00

Dear,

我不是碰不到更好的,
而是因为已经有了你,我不想再碰到更好的!
我不是不会对别人动心...
而是因为已经有了你,我就觉得没必要再对其他人动心!
我不是不会爱上别的人,
而是我更加懂得珍惜你...能在一起不容易...
已经选定的人就不要随便放手!!
世界上的好人数不清,但遇到你就已经足够!
即使你不是最好的...
甚至不是最适合我的,但却是我最珍惜的!!
缺点可以改正,性格可以磨合...
但机会失去了就再也没有了!!
有人说,爱...是一种责任!!
现在我才明白,原来责任...就是一辈子!!
现在想想为什么那么多在激情之后变平淡了的感情能一步步坚持到了最后..
除了已经习惯,爱到深处之外...
应该还有两个人的互相搀扶,不离不弃..
除了你,我谁也不要...

你...懂了吗??

情人节

2011-02-13T08:33:00.000-08:00

一篇关于情人节的心情...

亲爱的,

情人节快乐...

情人节而已嘛...

没什么~~~

宝贝要面对考试....

但愿你考试顺利啦~~~

情人节男朋友不陪我过...

那就自己过吧...

不会死的~~~

单身派对不去了...我不是单身....

我不想看到一对对的情侣...

原谅我,就只是今天不想看到而已...

所以别约我了....

我哪里都不去....留在家好了....

问我寂寞吗?

寂寞....

但,算了...没关系...

多一点,好吗??

2011-02-12T08:18:00.000-08:00

12/2

一天一天...
一点点....
就只是一点点.....
其实...我很想说....
多一点,好吗??
可是想想.....
够了....
好吧,没关系....
我其实应该满足...
我还是幸福的....
所以还是照例深呼吸....
然后笑了笑...
每一次都对自己说....
可以哭,但是绝对不可以忘了怎么笑....
偶尔让自己放纵...让自己任性一下...
其实也不是什么坏事...
最重要知道自己在做什么...
最重要自爱...
谢谢你们的伤害...
让我懂得怎么爱自己....
但,我应该还必须学会保留....
那样才不会受伤...
有人说,因为有所经历...所以有所体会...
没有跌倒,又怎么懂得痛的滋味...
乐观....除了乐观...我还能怎样??
生活还是要过...
梦想还得实现....
每一天,我都在倒数....
倒数那一天的到来....
真的真的很怕....
这样乐观....是病吗??
我不知道....
有时候...我真的不知道...我到底快乐吗??
看着牵着的手...
我也好想和你那样牵手....
看着彼此微笑的情侣....
我也好想和你分享我的喜悦...
好想,看见你的笑....
手机铃声响起了....
原来不是我的手机....
顿时,好想也给你发个信息....
但我始终没有勇气...
因为,我害怕...你根本不会回我...
忍耐的感觉....
应该就是...酸酸的,带点甜...然后苦苦的....

领悟...

2011-02-10T10:18:00.000-08:00

或许,每个人一生中都会有那么一次....
傻傻的...心甘情愿...
做的一切...可以很平凡,也可以很疯狂...
你可以为他做很多他没有做过,经历过的事...
为的,就是让心里最爱的那个他...有个难忘的一天...
当爱还在的时候...你看到的是浪漫与可爱....
但相反....爱不在的时候....你看到的只不过是可笑吧??
爱不在了,尽管他给你整个世界...
你也会觉得,那只是个平凡不过的东西...
爱还在,不需要全世界....
一张平凡的白纸,也可以是最好的东西!!
两个人走在一起....
你累了,我背你....
当我累了,我有你.....
一个人走两个人的路....
很累吧??
但是爱往往就是这个样子...
总得经过许许多多的考验....
尽管你再怎么努力想要通过所有考验....
如果他不想走了,那么你也就输了....
爱其实很简单...
但是却被我们复杂化.....
爱一个人....真的那么难吗??

心情语录...

2011-02-09T13:51:00.000-08:00

9/2

第一次...累到想哭...
第一次....想家想到哭...
第一次....那么依赖了起来...
第一次...觉得心冷了起来....
或许...有一天,我会慢慢忘记....
又或是慢慢习惯....
习惯...一个人....
习惯....静静的想你....
习惯....哭着去面对所有过去...
习惯...想你的时候....偷偷的哭....
习惯冷笑....
好想回家....
或许是心情不好的关系.....
说起什么,都没有耐性起来....
对谁都一样....
总觉得...我没有必要迁就....
好奇怪的感觉....
心淡了....
习惯了....想通了....
我只是偶尔觉得痛了起来.....
好想回家....
好想有个依靠....
可以让我像个小孩一样....大哭一场....

DEar...

2011-02-02T09:27:00.000-08:00

Dear,
接近一个星期了...
我已经很久没有听到你的声音了...
刚刚打了给你...
但你要睡觉了...
好吧....
宝贝...
我好想你...
你知不知道...
现在我找你....
是需要多大的勇气??
每一次...看着电话...
写好了许多信息...
然后就开始犹豫...
发吗??...按了...又取消了...
储存在草稿箱里...
开回来看...然后不断重复着相同的动作...
到最后...我还是没有勇气发给你....
想了好久好久....
我根本不知道...我可以做什么...
到最后...我还是心软...
还是选择像往常一样...
乖乖的把自己的一切都告诉你....
哪怕你只回我一"嗯"...
我也可以很满足了....
想知道你在做什么...
却又怕问太多你会不喜欢....
到最后,还是算了...忍了...
或许我根本已经不知道该怎么去爱...
我只是知道...我真的有尽力去做好一个"女朋友"...
我已经不知道我可以做什么了....
或许...
对你来说...
一切都不重要了吧...
爱,对你来说...
到底是什么??
爱,在你心里...
又占据着什么位置??
有时候,允许我像个孩子一样...
想要自私的占有你....
What can i do, just to let u stay by my side??
What i want is just YOU....
and that's it!
I never request anything else from you...
It's enough to have you...
Sorry, that i love you....
truly from the deepest side of my heart....
I need you....

xuan''

sorry

2011-01-31T10:04:00.001-08:00

对不起...
不是我要伤你...
而是...
我真的做不到背叛...
希望你了解...
我有男朋友...
我们...还是朋友...
对不起...

Make up

2011-01-29T00:03:00.001-08:00

My very 1st time to try on full eyeliner~~~
Thanks for the make up Mel Mel =D
teehee...

guess what??

sitting down there and i get RM100 on the spot!

awwwwww!!

hahaha....

thx once again!

當你

2011-01-28T11:07:00.000-08:00

Dear,

如果有一天我回到從前
回到最原始的我
你是否會覺得我不錯
如果有一天我離你遙遠
不能再和你相約
你是否會發覺我已經說再見
當你的眼睛瞇著笑
當你喝可樂當你找
我想對你好你從來不知道
想你想你也能成為嗜好
當你說今天的煩惱
當你說夜深你睡不著
我想對你說卻害怕都說錯
還喜歡你知不知道

如果有一天夢想都實現
回憶都成了永遠
你是否還會記得今天
如果有一天我們都發覺
原來什麼都可以
無論是否還會停留在這裡
也許可是讓我想得太多
也許該回到沒我
夢里会相遇
就话不猶豫
大聲的說我要說

我...真的爱你...

亲爱的男孩...

2011-01-27T03:35:00.000-08:00

亲爱的男孩,

女孩并不在乎你有没有钱,
女孩在乎的是你会不会发奋努力改变现状...
女孩并不在乎与你生活在一起会遇到困难,
她在乎的是你会不会迎难而上,不逃避...
女孩并不在乎你长得有多帅,
她在乎的是你能不能给她足够的安全感...
女孩并不在乎你跟你的异性朋友有多好,
她在乎的是你能不能一心一意对她好...
女孩并不在乎你的志向有多远大,
她在乎的是你是不是一个老实做人,踏实做事的人...
女孩并不在乎你有多浪漫...
她在乎的是能不能从生活的点滴中感受到你的爱...
女孩并不在乎你的人可以每时每刻都陪在她身边,
她在乎的是你的心可以无时无刻不想着她...
女孩并不在乎你在物质生活上给她多大的满足,
她在乎的往往是一句窝心的话...那似乎比什么都重要!
女孩并不在乎你现在的境况如何,
她在乎的是你能不能让她看到你的未来...
女孩并不在乎你跟她的关系有多亲密,
她在乎的是你会不会负责到底...
女孩并不在乎可以分享你的快乐,
她在乎的是可不可以分担你的忧愁...
女孩并不在乎跟你在一起吃苦,
她在乎的是陪你走到最后的是不是她...

女孩

爱与不爱...

2011-01-26T08:15:00.001-08:00

如果两个人想好好的在一起,

必须有一个人特别特别会忍...
那些难过,那些委屈...
我很想说,其实我都懂....
我们不是每天都像看起来的那么开心...
我们都有很累的时候....
一个人在黑黑的夜里,被冷冷的风吹...
孤单...

我要你开开心心...
即使再难过...
当想起有个人在默默的陪伴你...
即使是在很远很远的地方....
多想是你和我一起吃饭....
只要开开心心的.....
哪怕是路边摊也可以吃的满足...
手牵手....

我要的...
在我难过的时候,什么话都可以给那个你说....
一句亲爱的,别难过,你还有我...
心里的难过就会好很多很多...
因为我知道,
有个人在我的身后,默默的陪伴我....
在我孤单的时候,有个人给我发发信息,让我听听你的声音...
这对我来说,比什么有趣的书...

好玩的游戏都重要...都欣慰...
一声叮嘱,一声关爱,一句问候....
吃饭了么?饿了么?累了么?
其实,对我都是珍贵的...暖暖的...
我发誓永远都不会嫌这样的话语啰嗦,麻烦...
一句我们在一起,什么困难我都能抗下去...
其实...在我心里都会荡漾出最幸福的涟漪....
我不要温柔的甜言蜜语,不要海枯石烂的誓言...
我要的...
只是一个紧紧的无声拥抱....
只是要一只能牢牢牵住我的,不会随便丢掉的手....
我不要你每一分钟都陪我...
你也有你的生活,我不想干涉你太多....
我要的...
只是你能够相信我，
说的出就能做的到的行动....
温暖着我的心底,充满着幸福的滋味...

很多感触,很多感动....
我都放在了我的心里慢慢回味...
一条关怀的短信,一声电话骚扰....
其实,都是我在想你的表现....
你懂吗?
我想要的...仅此而已...
未来的未来...未知未觉....
迷茫的彷徨....期待的不可预知...
我们不吵,不闹,就这样简单的过着....
我希望可以公平点...
喜欢你是不可改变的....爱你是不可预料的....

叶子,总是飘飘然....
它总是飘忽不定的....
就好像感情...
但我相信,我可以坚持...

坚持到你不爱的最后一秒....

我不要你说我爱你,我想你说我们在一起...
我不相信爱情...我相信你....

亲爱的....我真的爱你...

Switzerland study trip!

2011-01-25T05:44:00.000-08:00

Babes and dudes,
here's a post bout my study trip to Switzerland!
A study trip for about 8days and 7 nights!
Everything is included except pocket money...
i mean...we've already pay in our fees...
Alright,
Start from the 16th,
asusual having dinner with my family...
after that, daddy fetch me back to hostel...
mummy join as well, coz her lovely girl is going out from Asia!
Ahaha!
well,around 9.30pm,everyone already gather at the main entrance of KDU!
and 10pm,we're in the bus heading to KLIA.
here's a picture in da bus...
sorry for nvr make-up!

reached KLIA around 1hour!

here's my boarding pass!

Starbucks after check in and before boarding!

So, after that, we're getting ready for boading...
Emirates sucks!
The seats is so uncomfortable, we choose emirates because we can have 30kg of luggage
LOLZ!!
Have a look at the toilets! hahaha!

It takes about 7 hours to reach Dubai!
Pity my ass and backbone!
Here's the emirates so call "snacks"!

and breakfast!

Budweiser!
I'm feeling so emo to miss the boyfriend!
wanna sleep but it's too uncomfortable to sleep in emirates!
suffering for the 7hours!
and it's 17th after the 7hours of flight!
Dubai airport is just a shopping paradise!
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To be continue =D

所有深愛,都是秘密...

2011-01-25T04:10:00.000-08:00

我想你不知道...
我真的很爱很爱你,很依赖你...
想和你有很长很长很大很大的未来...

很想把所有好东西都给你...
很想肆无忌惮的爱你...
很想每天跟你在一起...
很想你生病的时候我都在你身边...
很想每天都有你大大的拥抱...
很想你不开心的时候我都可以哄你...
很想你也同样依赖我...
很想经常看你撒娇的小样子...
很想把你喂的胖胖的健健康康的...
很想每天可以听到你的晚安...
很想你永远不会丢下我一个人...
很想你一直在身边的温暖...
很想你记得你的每一句承诺...
很想你可以一直有开心时可爱的样子...
很想你可以像我信任你一样信任我...
很想和你看感人的电影...
很想和你一起分享美味....
很想打开手机就看到你的短信...
很想再听你在我耳边说我爱你...
很想和你一起赖床...
很想和你手牵手散步...
很想每天陪你一起吃饭上课...
很想和你坐地铁...
很想抱着你痛痛快快哭一场...
很想得到所有人的祝福...
很想每天做饭等你回家...
很想每天早上睁眼就看见你...
很想每晚有你陪我看电影...
很想跟你逛街给你买衣服...
很想每天陪你去散步...
很想一直一直不分开....
很想我们可以有个一辈子...
很想……
很想……
很想……

可这些都是我想的而已...
我本来就是个爱幻想的姑娘...
有时候我都觉得自己太不实际...
可能你会嫌弃,会不喜欢...
也可能你会觉得烦...

可我就是这样...
这也的的确确都是我想的...
可这些.....
我永远也不想让你知道...

我会好好爱...

2011-01-24T03:37:00.000-08:00

如果,晚上我们聊着聊着你发信息过来我没有理你...
请你一定不要怪我...
因为我已经支撑到我睡着的最后一刻...
我想多点时间来陪着你...
但我实在坚持不住睡着了...
一定不要怪我没回复你信息...

如果,我回复你的信息是:"哦"
请你一定不要怪我...
我不喜欢说哦...因为这个字代表冷漠...
如果我对你说了这个字,代表你让我感到伤心难过了...
我会尽量调整好自己的情绪,不和你生气...

如果,最后选择的不是我...
请你一定不要怪我...
已经做了最大的努力...
不能被你爱上,定是我哪里做得不够好...
我会笑着祝福你...

如果,一天我让你觉得有负担了...
请你一定不要怪我...
一定是我爱你爱得太深了...
我还是个孩子,也会想要自私的拥有你...
若是哪天我给了你压力,你一定要告诉我...
我会改... 我会用我自己的方式去让你感到幸福...

如果,我哪一天离开你了...
请你一定不要怪我...
因为那是你的冷漠让我望而却步了...
离开你,不是不爱...
而是不敢再爱了...
我知道你一定会理解我的无奈...
你会知道离开你我有多难过...

如果,我吃醋对你发脾气...
请你一定不要怪我...
更不要狠心离开我,因为那是我在乎你...
在我发脾气的时候一定不要放开我的手...
因为我怕我会一时冲动说出连自己都不知道自己在说什么的话...
所以,一定要先劝我冷静...

在我向上帝祷告的时候,我对他说...
在我的心中,你的位置谁也无法取代...
遇见你,
我慢慢改掉自己的小脾气...
学会忍耐...
并不会觉得委屈...
而是有一种能够为你付出的小幸福...
我有我自己爱你的方式,
我会当你的开心果...
在你难过郁闷的时候逗你开心...
现在的你给不了我任何承诺,
我不会怪你...
因为我知道你是不想伤害我....
我只希望你会让我一直陪着你,
不对我感到厌倦,我便心满意足...
我会用我全部的力气去读懂你,
习惯你的一切,跟着你的节奏...
谢谢你,让我可以陪在你身边...
对你,视为我爱不释手的唯一...
我只希望,有那么一天...
你会对我说,你也视我为你的唯一...
亲爱的,我会好好爱...

心情...

2011-01-21T09:06:00.000-08:00

22/1

其实我早就预料好的不是吗??
曾经,我都认为...那不算什么...
曾经,我认为...要走,就走吧...
爱,总有适合的...
但是,问题不在于适合于不...
而是珍惜...与不珍惜...
就只是顺口问问...他是你朋友吗??
然后学他开个玩笑反问相同的问题...
我却知道了这么多或许根本就是我不应该知道的一切...
他说或许你只是开玩笑而已...
或许...
可是我却很在乎...
心,真的好痛...
眼泪也不听话了!!
我该怎么去处理这所谓的玩笑??
我该信任你吗??
认真...我怕给压力你...
不认真...我做不到...
是不是我不找你...你就永远也不会找我了??
是不是..我越在乎,心就会越痛??
有谁可以告诉我...该怎么做...
是不是我遇到的男人,都是这个样子??
我,是不是注定都要这样子??
接下来,是该沉默还是一笑而罢??
亲爱的,可不可以拥抱...
让我不再觉得不安??
可不可以...
我爱你...

亲爱的...

2011-01-20T11:35:00.000-08:00

21/1

冬天的心情...
眼望四周...
大地被雪霜遮盖成一片白...
就像海洋一样...
所有的东西,都是白色的!!
漂亮...可是我却觉得这场雪...好孤寂!!
一个人坐着...听着歌...
心情也突然静了起来...
雪白的脚印...
雪白的痕迹...
雪白的背影...
想你...
每一次想起...
都会有不可思议的点滴,在心底..
想着想着,
突然想哭了起来...
总觉得...很不安...
是我想太多了吧...
是我想你了...
我承认...我依赖你...
只是,我只依赖你一个人...
是我习惯你了...
宝贝,
不要那么冷...好吗??
是我要求高吗??
我不敢苛求那么多...
我只是想要好好爱你...
我们都乖乖...好吗??

i miss you...

2011-01-19T11:08:00.000-08:00

溶化在人群里面...
电台中响起温馨的音乐...
街上的人双数的心,多甜...
单数的泪多咸,我都了解...
两个人的下雪天...
下在心中的雪,谁也看不见...
什么都不用纪念...
让我自己写爱情的句点...

这一个人的冬天...
好想你就在我身边...
好想冷的时候...
有你可以被我抱着...
想和你分享我的一切...
想要你是我的眼...
陪我看世界的每一个角落...
想要,你...
和我一起走...
每一分,每一秒...
亲爱的...
我是真的好想你了...
每晚的习惯了的那一句晚安...
盖好被,喝水..
这一个星期...
不能听到了...
真的很不习惯..
想打给你..
可是你已经睡了吧...
宝贝...我真的真的好想你...
='(

天天好天

2011-01-15T09:22:00.000-08:00

15/1

今天约好了宝贝...
我们去看天天好天...
原本要看paranormal activity 2 的...
可是leisure mall没有...
刚好又想看天天好天...
所以就这样决定了...
很不错看的电影...
有笑,有感动...
最重要的当然就是和我一起看的人,是你...
喜欢抱着你看...
喜欢躺在你怀里...
喜欢....和你一起....
吃了龟0膏...
原来是这个味道的...
还是真的是第一次吃...
苦死人~~~
过后去了机场...
看你欺负人~~~
看到我头都晕晕的~~~
真不懂你怎样玩@@
没有什么特别浪漫的事情...
也没有很多甜言蜜语...
但能看到你...我已经很满足了...
我不敢过分要求...
因为有你...已经是最好的了...

日记情人节...

2011-01-14T09:12:00.000-08:00

14/1(成功男人背后的女人??)原谅我的白痴...
哈哈哈...
今天是日记情人节...
所以我打死也要写一篇部落格~~
宝贝吖宝贝,
去年12月的情人节,我有你...
今年1月的情人节...我依然有你...
还有很多很多个情人节....
我都要有你在我身旁~~
不只是情人节...
每一个节日里...
我要我第一个想到的人,是你...
新年,马来人过年都好...
我就是要想着你~~
亲爱的宝贝,
日记情人节快乐....
我爱你....
最近和你感觉少了联系...
还真的很不习惯....
我就是这样....
我只会依赖你-我的男人....
或许你都为了课业而忙....
课业上,让你会有压力了吧??
感觉你的心情也烦躁起来了...
搞得我...好心疼...
因为你,就是我的心情...
不管怎样....请你记得...
你有我...
再怎样的情况下,我都会陪着你...
我们在一起...已经1个月多了...
一共41天^^
好开心呢~~
你没有两个星期就抛弃我~~~哈哈哈...
都是你最好~~
爱死你了^^
还有2天,我就要过去瑞士上课了....
光是想到不能听到你的声音...
和你距离突然间隔那么远...
就很难过....很担心 =(
以前我们是隔着一条highway...
现在要隔那么多片海...那么多座山....
feel不到你了啦><''
很远啦><~~~~~~
我一定会很想很想你的 ='(
今天没有和你on call...
其实我真的很不习惯...
很想任性的叫你陪我聊一聊先...
可是你要睡了...
所以就算了吧...
明天再on call咯~~~
好了,晚安...
我最亲爱的...

爱你,我在乎!!

2011-01-09T10:33:00.000-08:00

你知不知道...
每一次你任性时说的一些话....
那是多么的伤人...
可是...
我完全无法硬着心肠....
我顶多只气那几分钟...
最后,我还是选择笑了笑...
然后就那样....忍了,算了....
可是...
我也是有感觉的....
就因为爱你....
所以我真的很在乎....
包括或许你根本就留意不到的小小细节...
也许是我过分敏感....
我不说,我也不问....
不代表我就真的不在乎...
你可不可以不要和他们一样...
这个你,可不可以和他们不一样....
可不可以让我好好爱你....
可不可以...不要让我哭泣?
可不可以....不要把我当傻瓜....
是不是只要学着不去在乎....
就不会受伤?
我知道,是我输了!!
因为,我真的在乎.....
我多么希望自己可以很潇洒的....
可是我做不到....我也学不会.....
如果有一天我不在乎了....
那或许就是我不爱你了....
只要你不离....我定不弃.....

♥

2011-01-09T07:25:00.000-08:00

摘不到的星星总是最闪亮的...
错过的电影总是最好看的...
失去的情人总是深爱的...
为什么不好好珍惜现在的?
请不要伤害一个爱你的人...

关于爱情,不要认为后面还有更好的,因为现在拥有的就是最好的!
不要认为我还年轻,可以晚些结婚,爱情是不等年龄的!
不要因为距离太远而放弃,爱情可以和你一起坐火车的!!
不要因为对方不富裕而放弃,只要不是无能的人,勤劳可以让你们富裕!!
不要因为父母的反对而放弃,你会发现因为这个原因而放弃的爱情,将是你一生的悔恨!!
其实对于爱情,越单纯越好,一生只谈一次恋爱是最好的,经历多了会麻木!!

爱情就要相互信任,既然走在一起了就不要互相猜度...
世界上没有十全十美的人...
两个人在一起就需要互相迁就,接受彼此的一切!!

累了,才放慢脚步,
错了,才想到后悔,
苦了,才懂得满足,
伤了,才明白坚强,
醉了,才知道难忘,
别忘了,忙碌的生活中好好照顾自己,
也别忘了有一个爱你的人在默默的祝福你...

BITCH

2011-01-06T20:54:00.000-08:00

你!!就是你!!!
BITCH!!
整天上网就只是会骂人!!!
那么在意我的存在做么叻!!!
难道你觉得现在你一点也不幸福??!!
你都赢了,还想怎样??
麻烦你用下你的猪脑想想...
把你男人看好,没有人要跟你争!
如果你那么喜欢赢,那么喜欢争...
那就去问你男人还有多少个第三者...
说不定你自己也是其中一个!!
麻烦你不要干扰我的生活...
如果你没有受过教育,那真的很抱歉!
不过麻烦你check下****是什么意思,你才好****!!
你男人把你说得经验那么丰富, 我相信你应该会懂!!
如果你把你男人当成你的赌注,看来你对他的爱也不怎么多!!
要和我玩,麻烦玩大点,这么无聊,幼稚的东西,我没兴趣!!

是我习惯了你...

2011-01-02T07:50:00.000-08:00

2/1

刚刚和dear谈电话...
dear dear很调皮...
不断kacau我...
有点可爱^^
到最后dear说....
"我只叫你一个人dear,我也只爱你一个,你就是唯一的那一个"
dear还叫我以后不要再乱乱想了....
我就只是会ohhh, oohhh ohhh~
亲爱的,
谢谢你....
谢谢你对我说的这一切...
我真的很开心...
以后不会再乱乱想了...
可是人家就是很会吃醋啊 XD
Dear,我真的很在乎你....
我也爱你...
只爱你一个,唯一的那一个!!
我真的习惯了你...
宝贝,我爱你....
Mwahhhh....

1/1

2011-01-01T08:56:00.000-08:00

1/1

为什么我会有这样的感觉...
莫名其妙很想哭!!
对!我是想你了!!
我承认,我开始习惯了你...
我承认我真的很认真!!
我做不到你们所谓的50%!!
我就是这样没有用!!
我就是想要这样依赖着你!!
我就是这样笨的一个女生!!
一个蠢到被人玩几次还不怕死的女生!!
怕吗??
我真的怕...
我比任何人来得更没有安全感!!
可是...我还能怎样??
告诉我....我该怎么做....
不断被提起的过去....
有谁了解哪种滋味??
我有选择的权利吗??
发生这一些事情,我能控制吗??
我和其他女生一样...
我也会哭...
我和其他女生一样...
一样那么敏感....
把手机设定至关机状态....
却根本改变不到自己的心情!!
当我消失了....是否才会有人记得我的存在??
此时此刻,我才发现原来自己是那么的多余...
那么的渺小...
那么的不被信任...
我并没有要求什么...
只是那么一丁点的安全感...
能吗?

Goodbye 2010, Welcome2011

2010-12-31T07:08:00.000-08:00

31/12

还有一个小时...
告别2010,迎接2011...
回顾起这一年走过的点滴...
时间飞逝...
今年,我学会了一个人住...
我学会怎么自己洗衣服...
平时的衣服都是丢洗衣机...
然后再丢烘干机就可以了...
宿舍没有洗衣机....
学会饿的时候,自己到外面打包...
平时饿的时候,下楼爸爸就会打包好食物...
三餐绝对没有烦恼...
学会要自己买日常用品...
平时在家都是爸妈搞定的...
学会起床要把被单折好...
领悟了家里的温暖...看清了社会的残忍...
住在宿舍的生活,让我成长了许多...
爱情,或许就是我的信仰...
爱得轰轰烈烈...把自己搞得狼狈不堪...
曾经以为,他就是对的人...
就因为这样天真的以为...
所以伤了又伤.....
学会了到夜店放纵自己...
不开心,就灌醉自己....
让自己活在这模糊的一瞬间...
醒来的时候,却又哭着清醒得太早...
7个月吧...我过着这样的生活...
不醉,根本就不是我...
怀念起曾经他身上的烟草味...
我与香烟扯上了关系....
试着让自己寻找...模糊的哪一些记忆....
第二次了...
就为了两个男生...
很傻吧!!
痛了,彻底的痛了...
信任...原本就是应该存在在爱情里的....
只是...男人,几时才会是真的??
醒了,够了...
谢谢你们狠狠地把我给抛弃...
让我学会怎么爱自己多一些...
让我学会...不为难过而醉....
让我学会...不为怀念你而提起香烟...
让我学会...不为爱情...而放纵自己....
让我学会如何变回最初的那个我....
让我学会狠心....
让我学会坚强...
让我学会不轻易为男人掉眼泪....
我的过去....
记载着酸,甜,苦与辣...
谁没有过去呢!!
迈向2011,就让自己有个新的开始吧....
今晚就呆在家...
朋友都约了我...BBQ...
没去了...
对不起噢...
就想要呆在家...
想要陪陪我的家人...还有dear...
下去金河倒数...
没去了...
对不起噢....
我不想去那么乱的地方...
云顶...
没去了...
我想把自己预留给家人,还有dear...
maison还有mist...
谢谢你们还会一直叫我去...
但是,我真的找不到去的理由....
我戒了.....
paiseh啦~~~
过去,始终是过去!!
我不想再与过去挣扎...
就让时间为我,把过去给遗忘...
仰望未来!!
现在的我,很幸福!!
我也不去要求太多...
现在拥有的一切,我已知足...
命里有时终需有...命里无时莫强求....
Goodbye to the past and welcome 2011....
各位朋友们...2011年快乐!!

因为,我爱你...

2010-12-29T07:58:00.000-08:00

29/12

就突然间,想写点什么...
最近的心情不是很好...
很容易因为一点小事而发脾气...
很容易因为一点小事而觉得不耐烦...
好情绪化....
好讨厌自己这样...
学校的成绩寄来了...
预料了的...
可是我已经尽力做到最好了...
就觉得好有压力...
对不起...
我不是你们想象中那么完美...
不要对我期望那么高...
我真的会很有压力...
要开学了,我又应该以怎样的心情去面对??
那么大个女,还是第一次考试这样不及格...
还是第一次觉得考试那么难!!
比普数还难!!
真的真的好有压力!!
对不起...我会尽力做到更好...

好想念dear....
刚才dear说他想念我...
就简单的一封信息...
却可以让我那么开心...
亲爱的,谢谢你....
我不后悔选择了你...
真的...
和你一起,我真的觉得幸福....
感觉,就像初恋般...甜蜜...
你不需要很有钱...
什么都不用....
有你,我已经满足了...
我知道你不喜欢我那么粗鲁...
我知道你会生气...
我也愿意...
为了你,也为我...
改掉这个坏习惯...
因为我爱你...
弄气你了...
你不要听"对不起"...
那我只能说"我爱你"了....
亲爱的...我爱你...

圣诞节...

2010-12-25T12:08:00.000-08:00

25/12圣诞节吖~~~

我亲爱的家人,朋友还有宝贝....
圣诞节快乐噢...
今早迟了一个小时叫醒宝贝...
吖~~~paiseh啦....
我很猪,睡不醒...
还好你已经醒了~~~
很累...所以睡到下午才起床...
过后就开始忙了...
忙包礼物...
手好痛噢...可是还有很多还没包完...
然后妈妈又买了巧克力...
要一个一个绑蝴蝶结~~~
我一共绑了52个蝴蝶结...
@@我的妈咪吖~~~
你还是生一个妹妹给我吧...
以后我不用那么忙...
过后就是扫地,然后准备BBQ的咚咚啦~~~
洗刷刷~~~
好累好累吖!!
一直忙到7点,稍微有人来了...
礼物也包好了...
就在房间坐着玩电脑一下...
在等vannie他们...
从8点等...
等到9点...
再等到10点半....
还好还有点东西吃...
还好你们吃饱了食物还有剩==''
过后就交换礼物啦~~~
整11点多,你们全部要下maison了~~
okok,我还要收拾家里呢...
玩开心点咯~~~
我anti了啦~~
以后都不用于我了....><''不准生气噢...

谢谢你们的礼物啦~~~

好累...

整2点多才冲凉....

过后又继续收拾家里了...

宝贝应该睡觉了吧~~~

我不敢睡啦><''

等下我睡不醒...叫不到你...

所以就跑来写部落啦~~~

这样写下写下...时间很快就会过的...

嘻嘻....不准生气噢~~~

我明天可以睡一整天嘛^^

下雨了...

好冷吖~~~~

你有没有把被盖好吖??

就这样....

圣诞节....就这样过了...

刚刚看着月亮,就觉得,月亮很寂寞...

没有星星...

心情也突然觉得寂寞起来了...

咳~~我想太多了啦~~

亲爱的,是我想你了....

平安夜...

2010-12-25T11:25:00.000-08:00

24/12

2412平安夜...

不知道大家今天会有什么节目呢??

昨晚很迟睡的关系...

今天一整天都觉得好累噢...

早上叫宝贝起床后...

自己又跑回去继续睡了...

睡到12点,妈妈吵我起来了...

要帮忙准备明晚的咚咚...

切了1kg的洋葱,2kg的猪肉,还有300gm的姜...

好久没有抓刀了...

今天抓起刀来,还真的有点怪怪的...

不过还好一切都很顺利...

好了就去冲凉化妆...

要去Leisure Mall买礼物+见我的宝贝^^

我出门咯~~~

妈妈载我....

到了那里,宝贝还没好...

所以就逛逛啦~~

买了件衣服给宝贝...

Burberry的咯~~~

哈哈哈....

看到name card holder想买给宝贝的...

可是记得另外一间好像有不错的...

所以没有买先....

怎知道去到另外一间店的时候宝贝就到了...

计划失败了添~~~

去了又一城....

看到宝贝超开心的...

就还是一样....

玩电话,拍照,讲废话bla bla bla~~~

=========================================

和宝贝的合照...

Dear吖,我的头发在那边啦~~~

你怎么跑过来这边啦~~~

哈哈...不过我很喜欢这样被你抱着的感觉...

很有安全感....

这个,我很喜欢...

哈哈...你看你,就是不能好好拍张照片的是不是...

就只是顾着玩你的电话...

等我捏一捏你~~~

可爱 XD

这是宝贝弄给我的汤圆...

Dear,谢谢你噢...

我很感动呢...

很有嚼劲....

味道其实还不赖...

只是姜的味道重了点...

不过我想,应该就是要这样子的吧...

过冬嘛...姜能去风,保暖...

不错噢^^

真的...

过后我们去了机场...

哈哈,很可爱...

看那几个男人打机~~~

过后就回家了...

没什么特别....

但是就是喜欢和宝贝腻在一起的感觉....

有你在身边,做什么都无所谓....

晚上哥哥想吃Sushi,所以又到回去leisure mall 了...

==''早知道就不要回家先咯~~~

哥哥和妈妈有点小吵架....

搞到心情也不怎么好了...

平安夜....

怎么感觉,一点也不平安...不安宁...

最近自己也怪怪的...

心情莫名其妙的糟...

很容易不耐烦...

好讨厌自己这样的心情...

回到家后就包礼物了....

有40份礼物等着我包....

包到手指好痛...

和宝贝聊了电话后就去睡觉了...

亲爱的,晚安....

Dear....

2010-12-23T12:57:00.000-08:00

23/12

生病的第二天...

今天好很多了...

只是还是那样,烧了又退...

退了,又烧....

在床上重复翻来翻去了整一个小时...

还是睡不着...

满脑子就是在想你...

结果跑去做了这个咚咚给你...

哈哈...

有没有很可爱的感觉吖??

这个想弄给你很久了...

因为常听你说肚子痛...

你又很懒惰去看医生...

我又没有办法第一时间去照顾你...

你病了,我会心疼的...

所以现在给你这个咚咚...^^

要放好好噢....

Dear吖,

不知道你还记得那天我对你说的话吗?

曾经,我真的以为再也没有任何人可以走进我心里...

但却安然地发现,原来心里有个角落是保留给你的...

我敏感,任性,野蛮,胡思乱想....

我总是笨笨的...

偶尔会有点迟钝...

我不会甜言蜜语...

我也不怎么会哄人...

如果哪一天,我弄气你了...

请你一定要告诉我....

因为...我只要我的男人,觉得他是幸福的....

那天你气我...我很难过...很着急...

有人说...."你太认真了,受伤的只会是你自己"....

或许吧...

对待每一段感情...我就是这么认真的一个人...

我讨厌虚假...

看厌了,也看透了....

所以,我宁愿受伤,也不愿虚假...

那样,至少我对得起自己,更不会遗憾....

不懂得珍惜的人,不配我的付出与爱....

当我决定爱你,我就是真的爱你...

谁没有过去呢??

我爱过人,也被爱过....

回想起以往的爱,我都是那样...

爱的那么轰轰烈烈...那么狼狈...

很傻吧...

但,那都是过去...

可以爱很多人...

但是,我只会在同一时间内,只爱一个人...

这是我的原则....

当我决定不再等待过去的时候,我就不会再回头...

你是我现在拥有的...

我会好好爱你,好好珍惜你...

你这个小鬼吖,不准常闹别扭噢...

你要做的很简单,就是乖乖爱我^^

原谅我没有乖乖去睡觉...

因为我想你了...

想为你,写一写这篇部落格....

好咯~~

现在就去睡^^

明早会叫你起床的...

晚安....

不开心...

2010-12-19T20:01:00.000-08:00

20/12

不开心不开心不开心不开心....
怎么了吗??
就莫名奇妙的觉得不开心....
一个人在1U的starbucks坐着上网...
莫名奇妙的觉得....我不喜欢在这里...
好想回家的感觉....
我是怎么了....
好没有用的感觉...
好想哭....
这到底是怎么了....
xuan啊xuan，你是还没睡醒还是怎么了啊....
做么鬼啊.....
好想去撞墙....

第三次约会...

2010-12-17T03:11:00.000-08:00

17/12

今天是我们第三次约会...
你又迟到了...
看见你,就莫名其妙的觉得,好开心...
走着走着,去到了Little Tokyo~
好耶~有人请我吃日本餐...
超爱的!!可是感觉还好...
还是Zanmai比较好吃~
下次换我请你吃^^
你叫我不要拍你,我硬拍下来的...
很不错看ok~~~
这个就,你帮我关flash的时候拍的,看到我有点noob啦...

你叫给我的刺身~~超爱!!Tuna还没退冰叻...可是好1U的sushi king很多....

这个冷面,ok咯~~~Ichiban Ramen的比较好吃^^

我们的餐后甜品-绿茶红豆冰淇淋!!也是我的最爱叻!!

过后我就去看戏啦~~想看很久了的 <大笑江湖>

我只喜欢小小彬~~其他的都很闷一下...你应该很好睡horr??

看完去又一城喝茶,吃个French Toast,然后就回家了~

亲爱的,谢谢你...

可不可以...可以吗??

2010-12-15T09:28:00.000-08:00

15/12

就突然觉得...
好没有心情...
怎么了吗??
告诉我...好不好...
猜心的游戏,我玩厌了...
我不想再去猜...
就突然觉得...好累噢...
有没有一个肩膀,可以让我靠一靠...
有没有一双手,可以为我擦去泪水...
好想有一种感觉...
就静静的...深呼吸...
然后把眼睛闭上...
就那样...静静的....
可不可以比较有安全感一点...
是怎么了...
可不可以,不要胡思乱想....
讨厌那样的自己...
可不可以,
让自己放纵...
痛快的...哭一场??
可不可以...不要对自己要求那么高??
可不可以....可以吗??
可不可以...不要笑了?
可不可以...
可不可以,抱紧我...
什么都不用说....
就那样...让我依靠....
可不可以,牵手....
然后就那样牵着我...
可不可以.....

安息吧,胶布仔...

2010-12-10T10:01:00.000-08:00

10/12

凌晨3点,胃痛好不舒服....
接近4点,吖哥突然打来说要去胶布仔的葬礼...
可是妈妈不给去,所以就算了...
胶布仔,原谅我无法出席你的葬礼...
你的行为真的很傻...
可是这就是爱情的力量....
傻得甘愿,对吧??
曾经,我也和你一样....
只是我比你冷静多吧...
我没有勇气面对死亡...
我还有我家人,朋友...
傻吗??
但,这就是爱情的力量...
你怎么就这样放弃了呢??
只要坚持下去,你就还有一线的希望吖....
你现在这样,你爱的她,会有多难受....
你懂吗??你不懂....
哎...
胶布仔,
很开心可以认识你...
我会怀念我们一起卡冰的日子....
少了你这个卡脚, 以后卡冰再也看不到你了...
但愿你安息....
来世,我们还要做朋友....
永远怀念你,胶布仔....我们的白马王子....

怎么了吗??

2010-12-09T05:24:00.000-08:00

9/12

坚强的背后...
到底,隐藏着多少辛酸?
没什么...
莫名奇妙的心情不怎么好...
感觉好像有好多东西要烦...
有好多东西要想...
但是就是想不到那是什么....
头脑感觉满满的...
却不知道里面装的到底是什么...
是怎么了吗??
感觉好像很累...
我不是好好的吗??
怎么会有这种感觉....
或许...
或许我真的想太多了...
这个社会,太假...
还是我太天真??
感觉越来越猜不透某些事情...
事情看得越清楚,思绪却感觉越来越混乱...
是怎么了....

爱随风...随缘...

2010-12-08T02:39:00.000-08:00

8/12

已经第几天,我不再对着便利贴述说着我的心情...
已经第几天,你不再是我部落格里被别人阅览着的心情...
已经第几天了呢??
我不懂我自己在做什么...
我只是知道,我要把你放下...
我要成全你的幸福...
我要祝福你...
只要你幸福就好...
记得你对我说"不要哭"...
你这一句话...我却领悟了很多....
其实没有你,我一样可以很好的过...
你说...我可以找到一个比你更好的...
对,我当然可以...
很多事情都可以很简单...
我们往往都习惯把简单的事情,去复杂化...
你怎么要解释那么多呢??
说了那么一大堆...真真假假...
我已经不想去猜...
我不喜欢求人,我也不喜欢和别人争....
注定是我的东西,不需要争....
我争取过,我就不会后悔...
不是我放弃了....
是你放弃了...
所以,我尊重...
离开了属于我们的地方...
没有你的消息...
没有我们的回忆...
偶尔惦记起我们的曾经...
就只是纯纯的想念...
你问我遗憾吗?
之前真的觉得很遗憾...
可是沉思后发现...
懂得放手...我们才可以得到更多....
我们都明白,单身的美丽...
我一个人,过得很美丽...
当然....恋爱中的你们,也很美....
我们还是可以用欢笑去渡过每一天...
我并不是什么坚强的女生....
只是....再痛,再伤...我依然懂得如何微笑...
没有你的消息...
但愿你还是过得很好...
如今,你已经被我隐藏在心里最深处的某一个角落...
我还有梦要追...
我只把爱留给懂得珍惜我的人...
为你折翅的天使...你要好好珍惜....

BASTARD!!

2010-12-06T02:27:00.000-08:00

6/12

你也不过如此!!
不要说我变得有多冷血与无情...
这一切,都是你自己拿来的!!
我绝对比不上你的冷血,你的无情,你的自私!!
我可以忍,但请你不要的得寸进尺!!
不要对我说一大堆废话...
你没有资格!!
我说的都是bullshit不是吗?
你都不能接受的,所以我们根本不可能!!
我也不会配合你!!
要你就拿,不要就别碰!!但是现在你想拿我都不会给你!!
你配不起我!! ok?? understand??
你没有资格!!
是我还不会想吗?以前也许是...
不会想的人...一路来都是你!!
请为你自己的决定负责!!
成熟与不,不是看你的年龄有多大....
而是看你的肩膀可以挑起多大的责任!!
机会我不是没有给,现在回头已经太迟了!!
你说再多次的对不起,也不会得到我的原谅!!
谁做错我都会原谅,就是你一个不可能!!
FACE PROBLEM!!
收起你的鸟,痒的话可以去叫鸡!!
但是你的鸟叫不起!!ok!!
收皮!!
you are the one who request for zero contact!
How i wish, and please don't disturb me anymore!!
And do as what you request, or else chop urself!!
Don't talk all these bullshit to me!
Honestly, i fucking hate you!!
So, duttt off from my life!!!
That's all, after reading my blog, please get lost!!
You're nothing!!

So what??

2010-11-30T08:24:00.000-08:00

30/11

Give whatever i can give...
Do whatever i can do...
but there's so many more request from both of you!
You want me to continue believe on you?
What do you really want?
There're too many version of conversation...
There're both sides of you...
What's wrong with you actually??
I've gave you what you've requested...
I've gave you time...as how you request...
What should I do??
I'm curious, I'm tired of arguement and war...and I've enough...
Don't try to getting more over and over!
I've gave my demeanor, and that's what i can give!!
Should i believe on you? Should i continue to wait you?
Which is only the real you?? I really don't know...
People, fuck off if you don't like...
I never force you with a knife or a gun!
you choose yourself, accept it or ignore it!!
I've my right to do whatever i like,write whatever i want at my own place!!
Things is clear, and you are the one who asked for it!
It's now clear and now you're trying to mess it up again??!!
Set us free!! What are you doing now is get yourself into trouble!!
Go ahead if you insist, but fuck off from me and don't interfere me!!
I'm not interested on you and you're not eligible...
Don't challenge me,if you wanna be the champion,go ahead!
You're winner okay??Satisfy??

Kiss the rain...

2010-11-28T09:58:00.000-08:00

28/11

回复着你信息的时候....
你知道我有多害怕吗?
你知道我在发抖吗?
你知道我有多不相信我自己吗?
但的确，那是你的名字...
我的心情...好复杂...你突然的一封信息...
"在哪里?"
我犹豫了....但还是回了你...
"在家咯~做么?''
"等下我放工回到家了,过来我家,可以吗?''
"做么?"
"傻瓜,有东西和你说,等下你坐taxi过来我家"
"明天可以吗?我在安邦的家啦...笨蛋~"
"我很想念你,现在过来啦"
".....你怎么了?"
"不开心,等下我放工来我家陪我,好吗?"
"笨蛋...我在安邦...明天我才来找你,好吗?怎么不开心了?"
"明天我做工时间不要来找我,明天我大老板在,我放工了,你过来我家,可以吗?"
"明天我回到去再找你吧,ok?"
"几点?"
"你放工后,ok?"
"恩,我放工了你直接来我家"
"嗯,不要不开心...乐观"
========================================
今天早上,又收到了你的信息....
"我放工了吃完东西你才过来我家~大概9点9这样吧,你到了我家外面guardhouse,我下去"
"嗯"
"迟点我和她就要去新加坡了"
我没有回到你...你又发来了第二封...
"在忙吗?"
"没~怎么了?"
"还有我们的照片拿下来,我有女朋友了,尊敬我,好吗?别人看到,不好看~"
"嗯"
"傻瓜,乖~"
"她不在吉隆坡噢?"
"迟点她考到空姐飞新加坡了"
"她现在在芙蓉?"
"别问她的东西了啦..."
"今晚再谈吧"
"今晚你来时告诉我~你在旁边taxi站那边坐等我"
"嗯"
"别来店找我了,因为我只是打工...我不是老板"
我没有回你....
你又发来了另一封....
"你在哪里?10点才过来"
.......
=======================================
到了,你和她站在一起...
犹豫了,但还是去见你了....
是你要求我过去找你的....
5分钟不到的时间...
你只是说了几句话...
"以后不要来找我了,迟点我会和她去新加坡,不要去1U找我了,我多1,2个月会辞职,还有,我以后不要再看到你名字出现在我电话里"
"你叫我来,就是要说这些?"
"嗯...我只是要跟你讲清楚"
"噢..."
====================================
脑海顿时空白....
你...怎么那么奇怪...
特地要我过来找你...
然后为的就是说这些早已经说好了的话?
转身,下雨了....
这场雨....来的真是及时...
刚才的你,到底是真,是假?
===================================
我要求和你单独见面...
你给了我很多借口...
我的要求不过分...我只要你10分钟,你也不能配合...
终于,你还是答应了...
你怎么说话...两个版本?
我说你很假...
你怎么还要问我为什么?
我给你看回你昨天的信息...
你只是懂得沉默...
我问你为什么告诉我说不开心...
你只是会说"没有啦~"
你要找我,不一定要我去你家...
你可以早上找我....
你可以要我去1U找你...
反正你要说的话,不超过5分钟...
你是怎么了?
非得要这个时候?
我哭了....
因为眼前的这个你...
好假,好陌生.....
你对我说了一大堆....
突然又细语的说着...
你到底想要说什么?
你到底想要表达什么?
为什么她在,你简直就变成了另外一个人?
该有的风度....我给...
我只是在等待...我不会破坏你们...
我只要你幸福...那是你选的....
找我的是你...但为什么,你非得要我这个时候来找你?
然后对我说这些无聊的东西?这到底是不是你?
最后我只说了一句"祝福你们"
...因为我真的想你幸福...
是真心的祝福...
===================================
女孩...
你的外在条件,的确很好...
可是...我看不到你的内在...
做人,怎么可以那么自私?
这一切,为的只是求一份安心?
你怎么就不能站在别人的立场去想想?
借由别人的难过,得到你的快乐....
得到你想要的了....看见别人难过的时候,你很快乐吗?
你的快乐,都是从别人的眼泪里得到的吗?
爱你的人,可以配合你...
但是不代表别人同样要配合你....
自造谎言...不择手段...
你看见你想要看的了...
你快乐了吧?
你安心了吧?
==========================================
转过身,站在电梯旁哭泣...
夜了....雨天,看见了我的心情...
陪我一起哭泣...
等了很久...都没有taxi...
打给朋友,没接...
这雨天,好适合放肆...
走着走着.....
脑海好混乱....
到底,几时的你...才是真的...
11.30....我回到家了...
还是第一次,这样走回家...
温柔的雨滴...
呼吸着雨天的孤寂与忧伤....
原来...雨天,真的明白我的心情....

Is that you?

2010-11-27T11:43:00.000-08:00

27/11

Tell me is that real?
Tell me is that you....
Tell me.....what's wrong?
Tell me....you're not kidding...
Tell me....it's serious....
Tell me, sweetheart....
Just so sudden.....
To get to know that you miss me....
To get to know that you need me....
To get to know the recently you....
To feel....
That I'm frightened.....
I'm nervous.....
and helpless....
I should be happy, but why I got all this kind of feeling?
My mind turned blanked at the moment....
All the fake is so real, and the real is too fake....
Should i ask....am i the one who really think too much?
Yes, indeed... I do....

Sweetheart, is that you?

We're not alone...

2010-11-25T12:30:00.000-08:00

25/11

我告诉自己...
要坚强...
不管怎样....
都要忍下去...
还好....我活在忙碌的生活中....
考试...报告....等等...
一次过来...
只有在忙碌中...
我才可以不要那么想你....
把自己的节目都排得满满的....
生活,还是一样要过...
那么,就让我过得充实点吧...
今天,下KL了...
带了个失恋的小丫头,还有一班考spm的家伙下了pavilion...
原来他们都没有去过那里...
当一当导游也不错~~
哈哈...
吃了snowflakes...
很不错的甜品...
记得第一次吃...是在3月~~
那里变了点...
服务也差了....
好久没有这样了...
好好享受生活...
生活就是要偶尔这个样子...
好怀念....
尤其是和"顿"在coffee bean吃午餐的那一次....
好想她了...
顿,我想你了...
还记得我们一起吃FRiday吗??
还有sushi...
真的好怀念....
看见了shisha...
敏,几时要去carlos?
好怀念噢....
过后去了新开的fahrenheit"...
没什么特别的说....
那个什么日本进口的那个店...
衣服也不是很美的说...
只是看见了一个东西...
好想买给你...
你说过你想要买的...
可是没有带很多cash在身上...所以就算了吧...
现在凌晨5点...
4点半...走在宁静的街道上....
宁静的夜晚...
我听见了丝丝鸣叫声...
感觉好幽静...看看天空...
有好多星星....
心里其实不是很舒服...
但,感受着天空的同时...
我真的觉得...舒服多了...
好喜欢这种感觉...
可不可以....让夜晚更长一些?
这就是为什么...我喜欢半夜跑出去看天空的原因...
我只是想要一个人...
深呼吸,然后看着天空...
至少那样,我不会那么寂寞...
有星星的陪伴...
照耀着我们...
让我顿时觉得....我们是幸福的...
就是这样简单....
伤心难过时....
我还是懂得如何去微笑...
如何好好生活...

痛了...

2010-11-24T09:13:00.000-08:00

24/11

爱...是不是总是要离开后...
才会显现出珍贵?
你们都一样....
到最后我可以不爱了...你却说舍不得...
太迟了...
看到我再次受伤害...
你心疼了?
你没有资格心疼我...
是你不珍惜...
我们可以很好的...
是你选择放弃...
太迟了...
不要对我说他会有多不好....
你没有资格,因为你当初也是这个样子...
不要对我说他玩弄我的感情....
你没有资格,因为你伤我不浅...
不要说我傻,因为傻的人是你....
是你不懂得珍惜缘份...
是你让我们的感情那么卑微...那么廉价...
不要求我...
是你一直让我活在三个人的世界里...
不要对我说你还爱我...
太迟了...
你的真,太假...
而你的假,太真....
很抱歉....我真的玩不起...
我可以忍...
因为我爱了....
就像当初一样...
你要我看着自己的男朋友牵着其他女生的手...
我也让了...
你要我看着你去她的家...
我也算了...
你要我看着她躺在你的怀里...
我也忍了...
你会了解我有多痛吗?
你会是怎么样的一个心态?
你是心疼吗?
你不是...你也没有...
抱着别的女生,回头用安慰的眼神看着我?
你知道我有多痛吗?
我不爱你,我需要这样折磨自己?
现在回来说我才是你要的??
太迟了...
也请你不要找我妈妈...
如果你要用妈妈来解决...
如果我妈妈答应你...
那你去和我妈妈求婚吧...
我的幸福,没有人可以做主...
我爱你,但那也只是曾经...
是你让我学会,怎么面对这一切的...
你的磨炼真的有效...
忍耐与等待...难不倒我...
因为我已经习惯了...
或许这一切就像练习题一样....
不断复习着...
熟能生巧...
你心痛我这么说?
难道,我不痛吗?
可是我没有选择...
再痛,我也告诉自己...
xuan,忍耐...
痛了?
我痛了....

Something that love can do...

2010-11-22T06:45:00.000-08:00

22/11

想你了...
我只能静静的想你...
偷偷的看你...
然后一个人走着走着...
走过我们的曾经...
寻找,有你的痕迹...
然后...我就可以稍微有点点的放心...
因为,我看见你了...
哪怕...只是那一秒钟...
那一瞬间...那一霎那....那一乍眼....
我就满足了....
真的....
亲爱的,
不要让我什么都不懂,好吗?
我不需要你的安慰...
我说过...
你要什么...
我都会给你....
只是...你,知道你自己要的是什么吗?
你说的话,总是在无意间变化....
真的让我....很猜不透...
我希望,我会是你的幸福....
那仅仅只是希望....
但,我不想成为你幸福的绊脚石...
其实...如果,你爱她...那就去吧....
我只要...你开心,你幸福....
你好好的,就好....
你想要的...我都会给你...
如果你要单身,要自由...
我也可以给你....
真的....
我当然会难过...
我当然会哭....
歇斯底里的...再一次放纵...
我真的想....
像以前那样...堕落得糟糕...
我不脆弱...真的...
但,我更不是你想象中的那么坚强...
我只是尝试....
尝试去坚强...尝试着该怎么勇敢...
不断说服自己...
说着不哭不哭...却还是哭了...
女生...就是特别会哭....
答应过你不哭的...但,我始终做不到...
对不起...我很没有用...
说好戒烟的....
但,我还是买了你抽的香烟...
同一个牌子的香烟....
点燃了....然后幻想着...有你的痕迹...
感受着烟草...
原来你吸这个烟的味道...是这样的...
只是为什么....
好讨厌自己抽烟了...
因为,我明明知道你不喜欢...
因为,我答应过你会戒烟...
昨晚到现在,没有睡觉....
眼睛,都红了...
好累....
可是却怎么也睡不着...
是咖啡的关系吗?
我真的累了...
考试,压力真的好大...
记起你说"答应我,好好读书...知道吗"...
我知道了...
所以,我温习通宵....
到现在...
明天考2科...
读了又读...
却怎么也不能把重点给记得...
脑海中浮现着....却是我和你....
该死的....
我也不懂我在搞什么...
对不起...
今天考法文...
我最记得就是,Tu me manques,i miss you...
亲爱的,我有尽力...
我有乖...
只是,我更尽力...去爱你....
Seems like your love is everything...
The day you went away...
only i realize on how much i addict on you...
Sweetheart, I love you...
Really yes I do....
I'll be right here waiting....
That's what i can do....
Nothing else....
Just a simple love to you...
Well, really....only love can say...
try again or walk away...
I keep on persuade myself on thinking positively....
As I believe on you...
Sun will still shine....
I'll just play my part....
and pray you'll have a change of heart....
As this is something only love can do...
Smooche....

Je t'aime et tu me manques....

2010-11-21T08:41:00.000-08:00

21/11

准备了一些食物....
好有满足感...
我亲爱的爸妈,
只要你们开心....
只要还有我在的一天...
我保证不会让你们饿肚子...
你们想要吃什么...
女儿都会尽力为你们准备....
女儿要你们舒舒服服的过....
....准备着一道一道的佳肴...
想起了你...
亲爱的,我还是没有机会为你准备晚餐...
第一次去到了你家...
看见了厨房....
就想煮东西你吃了...
可是我都没有这个机会....
我记得...你说你喜欢吃咖喱....
呵呵,我很擅长呢....
可惜,我或许没有这个机会了....
我记得你只吃过我弄的curry puff和lemon塔...
9/11...是我最后一次弄东西给你吃...
我还记得很清楚呢...
不知道...机会,几时还有呢?
或许真的像你说的那样...
女生...真的很爱胡思乱想...
明天就考试了...
可是满脑子都是你...
根本不能专心温习...
突然觉得好有压力了起来....
脑海中徘徊着你对我说的每一句话...
想起了我们一起看<公主驾到>...
想起了我们一起吃零食...
一起吃宵夜...
想起了你的那一句...."是不是觉得很幸福叻"...
想着想着...嘴角,是微微上扬的...
亲爱的...
我真的很幸福...
我也很感动....
可是...幸福,对我而言...遥不可及...
你,连本带利的...带走了...
我不怪你...因为我知道...我还爱着你....
我只是难过...
哭一哭,就会没事的...
知道你累了...
别累坏了...
有个傻瓜会心疼...
你要单身...傻瓜会给你...
只要你快乐...
偶尔想起我...我就会很满足了....
我不懂我可以等你多久....
但我还是会等你...
等到,我真的觉得累了,倦了,撑不住的时候...
只要我还爱你...我就会等你...
这是我答应你的...
浪子心,就让浪女来明白....
为了浪子....浪女收起漂泊...不当浪女...
你放心...
我还有我的梦想...
我还会继续逐梦...
为你,我会好好的....
你将会看到一个全新的我...
为你改变的我...
Je t'aime et tu me manques....

♥相信...

2010-11-20T08:56:00.000-08:00

20/11

我真的不懂...
我也不懂我为什么会这样...
全世界的人都要我不要再等你了...
全世界的人都说你在玩我...
但是,你说没有...
我就相信你...
我根本找不到你要玩我的理由...
太无聊了...而且,不好玩...
你知道我的过去...
你都知道的...
我相信你...
你说的,我都相信...
你要的...我都给你...
你要时间...我给你...
你要单身....我也给你....
你没有必要要骗我....
你要什么我都会给你...
你说的,我都会记好...
我虽然还一直怀疑....
可是我说了,我信你....我就是信你...
即使是大家所谓的"谎言"...我都会相信...
因为我真的爱了...
很傻吧...怪不得你喜欢叫我傻瓜!
他们说你很花心...
你不是我想象中那么好...世界上还有很多好男人...
是又如何呢?
我就是爱上了你...
我就是只要你....
我就是甘愿等你...
如果要我不相信你...那就是我放弃等你了...
我还在等你的一天...我都会相信你...
我都会站在你那里...
是你改变了我...
如今的我,是你一手造成的...
是你让我清醒的...
是你让我看见过去的自己有多糟...
放纵,堕落的生活...因为你的出现,和我划了界限!
我答应过你,会好好的...
所以即使我再难过...
我也会好好的...
我不会堕落和放纵...
我会好好照顾我自己...
我不会让你担心...
这都是我答应过你的...
我会为你学会坚强...
只是偶尔想你的时候哭一哭...
我做不到不哭...除非我不爱你了...
我会为你好好的生活...
好好的等待...
我不懂你对我说的那一切...到底是怎么样的一个用意...
我也真的不了解,不明白...你所谓的时间不适合是怎么一回事...
不过我不管那么多...你说不出理由...
你不说...我也不会多问...
既然你那样说...我就更有勇气等你...
你表明好你自己的立场...
我了解了...我知道了...
所以你也要好好的....
累了,还有我....

我们...

2010-11-19T08:13:00.000-08:00

19/11

好想见你...不知道是哪里来的勇气...
昨天竟然打了电话给你...
约了你在吸烟区见面...
谈了天...
你的额头长了个小豆豆..
熬夜了吧?
要多喝水才是吖...
不过你店的娘要你帮忙...
所以就先让你去忙了...工作重要嘛...
收到一个小女孩的"警告信"吧~
说了一大堆...看到我快晕了~~
好烂的英文=.=''
应该是google translate的吧~~
OMG....
笑话!!幼稚...
不过算啦...做人就应该大方点....
不要和小妹妹计较...
亲爱的柠檬先生,
谢谢你对我说的那一番话....
it means a lot to me!!
和你谈后...
也觉得舒服了点...
我就是喜欢那样...
彼此谈心...
我知道了...
识do!!
不过...记得,不要让你自己太累...
我不要你累...
也因为这一番谈话...
我更有继续等你的勇气...
亲爱的,我相信你...
记得...我在这里...
今天,去了1U~
不懂为什么...
之前看你...需要很大的勇气...
今天...我很大胆的...要看就看吧!!
或许是因为昨天和你的谈话...
谢谢你...
你知道吗...听你这么一说..
觉得,好像比较有一点点的安全感了...
我想太多啦~~~
不过...我珍惜你对我说的每一番话...
我会记得的...
所以昨晚你打来的时候...
放心,那绝对影响不到我...
因为...you know i know~~
哈哈哈哈哈...
好吧...
记好了....
我不要你累...
我依然在这里等待..
这是你给我的勇气...
爱,需要勇气...
我爱你...

Love will never end,even when we're apart...

2010-11-16T09:42:00.000-08:00

16/11

又再一次梦见了你...
梦中的你...还是一样...
熟悉起来...却带点模糊...
模糊中,却保留着一丝丝的温柔...
亲爱的....累了吧?
不知道你过得还好吗?
应该是生病的季节吧....
知道你病了...
好心疼...
有没有看医生呢?
一定是很少喝水了...
看,熬坏身体了....
有个傻瓜好担心你...
肚子痛了整天...
好想像以前那样....被你抱着疼...
我真的好想你....好想你...
我们的回忆...明明就不会很多...
但是,却怎么那么深刻...
想起和你一起吃杂饭...吃嘛嘛档...
原来我还是第一次和爱的人吃杂饭和嘛嘛档...
原来没有山珍海味...是可以很幸福的...
没有很美的轿车...只要可以见到你...
我愿意天天搭德士却一点也不觉得辛苦...
不需要很丰富的节目...和你一起呆在家...
却已经是最好的节目了...
我愿意为了你...不当公主...
只是...不当公主....
你却要离开了....
原来,和你一起短暂的人间漫步...
终究胜过千年的独自飞翔....
一个人飞翔,原来真的毫无意义...
傻瓜真的想你了...
傻瓜好想再次听到你叫我"傻瓜"
或许我真的是傻瓜...
你叫得没有错...
你的朋友都说我sot的...
的确...爱你,我傻了...
不过我真的傻得甘愿...
或许这就是爱情的威力...
和你一起的时刻总是美丽的....
我可以很自由的表现最真的我...
但是你走了...把我的心也给带走...
我是不是不再是我呢?或许吧...
傻瓜在改变...
至于是改变什么...傻瓜不会告诉任何人...
等时间适合时...傻瓜会告诉你...
这个改变只可以有你一个人懂...
"These special love will never end...
even when we're apart"
记得这句话吗?
我...一定会记得的...
爱你...还爱你...

我爱你...

2010-11-13T10:04:00.000-08:00

13/11

真的没有想到,原来现在我找你...
是需要那么多的顾虑和勇气!
我知道,好像很不像我...
可是这就是现在的我...
连买你想要的东西给你都要担心那么多!!
我真的不懂...
你这个笨蛋!!
当你走得越远,我就越有感觉!!
难道是我前世欠了你,所以才会有这样的遭遇?
我哪里错了吗?
我只不过是想要好好爱你...
我知道我很傻...
傻傻的为你...
爱你,疼你,等你...
可是这一切都是因为你吖...
我傻得甘愿...
请不要挥霍我对你的爱...
爱情...并不廉价...
我爱你这句话更是如此...
亲爱的...
我是真的想你了...
你,还好吗?
梦见你了...你是否也同样梦见我呢?
我爱你....

复杂!!

2010-11-11T08:00:00.000-08:00

11/11

亲爱的,每一次对你说着"没关系"的时候...
你不会懂...
心里其实早已经哭泣...
心里其实有多在乎...有多疼...
你不会懂...
明明知道那是个再烂不过的借口...
却还要对自己说"没关系"
我泪了...让了...忍了...沉默了...
或许真的是我想多了...
我什么都不说...
不代表我真的什么都不懂...
就因为我在乎,所以我更选择沉默...
我只是更珍惜你...
用沉默去保护对你的爱...
我不是不在乎了...
想你了...
就连发个简讯都要犹豫那么久...
连给你发个简讯,都会需要那么多的勇气...
我是真的在乎你...
昨晚突然知道了一些事情...
我真的...傻了...
什么鬼嘛...
竟然有人说那个女的是有男朋友的.....
难道你们都习惯那么复杂的感情生活吗?
够了...我的头会爆炸的...
我只想好好爱他...好好等他...

等待,漫长...却美丽♥

2010-11-10T10:08:00.000-08:00

10/11

今天心情怪怪的...
考试,法文skip了~
明天才考....
10点考国际美食...
我的妈咪吖....不及格叻><''
就因为下多了黑酱油...
明明味道还不赖的嘛...
然后选错了材料...
唉....research不够...
你是大厨嘛...你讲不是,就不是咯~~~
我OK~~
下星期从考... T_T
不懂为什么...
好像找不到动力的感觉...
考试的时候...满脑都是柠檬先生...
看见柠檬,就更会想起他...
为什么你要有个花名叫柠檬叻~~~~
今天最后一天上班了...
原本已经没有做的了...
可是上个星期三临时没有做..
所以今天replace...
楼下还真的很恐怖...
我真的不喜欢...
明明心情已经烂透了...
明明已经不想笑了...
却还有装作什么事都没有...
装作一副很开心,和顾客很谈得来的样子...
PR就是PR...
或许这就是PR的难处吧...
沟通...
最讨厌看人脸色了...
最讨厌迁就...
我不爽~
我也不想笑...
ishhhhhh!!
DULAN的工作....
好彩辞了...
不然长期做下去真的会精神分裂....
而且...我知道,你不喜欢...
看见live band...
想起了你到酒吧来"守护"我...
那时...是你第一次一个人喝酒...
那时你点了"Nothing Gonna Change My Love For You"给我...
好感动....
再次听起...却怎么觉得这首歌...好孤寂...
亲爱的...
我真的...好想你...
没有你的日子....好空虚...
为什么男人们...总是喜欢走进女人心里...
直到她们无法自拔的时候...决定离开...
等待....真的好久...
虽然只不过是短短的一个星期...
等待...漫长,却美丽....
只因为...爱♥

傻瓜会好好等你...

2010-11-09T07:13:00.000-08:00

9/11

没有你在的第7天了...
原本今天没有去1U的...
考试早做完~所以就有时间过去了...
去找你拿电脑...
为你而选的考试题目"Lemon Tart"...
考试的时候,还真的找不到动力和意义...
可是还是硬着头去做好了...
我也尽力了...还好结果没有让我失望...
及格了...

到1U后去了吸烟区找你...
其实哪里是禁烟区咯~~~
不过没有人吊...全部在哪里吸烟....
你叫我帮你拿着那一支已点燃的香烟....
看着才发现...原来我真的不想吸烟了...
熟系的香烟...
亲爱的....我戒了...
该到你咯~~
原谅我....还是没有把你放下...
不过也谢谢我....没有把你放下吧~~
到了楼梯口....
曾经你给我许多承诺的楼梯口...
让我感动的那个楼梯口...
你向我说你喜欢上我的那个楼梯口...
我说~要你一定要把它给吃完...
因为...我怕...以后我再也没有弄东西给你吃的机会了...
你拥抱了我...然后微笑着向我点头....
用那熟系的双手...紧紧的抱着了我...
这个拥抱...还是那么的温暖...
我忍不住哭了...
谢谢你,为我擦去泪水...
你的那一句"乖~不要哭...不要流泪"
....宝贝...
对不起...我真的很没有用...
不过这一次...一下就好了...
我学会忍着不要哭泣...
因为,有你为我擦泪...
因为,我知道...你不会希望我哭...
接着你说"我是真的没有骗过你"...
我只会答你一句"我相信你"
亲爱的,我相信你...
因为...我真的觉得幸福...
你摸摸了我的头...
这个动作...还是那么的熟系...
感觉像在疼小孩子...
可是我就是喜欢这样被你疼着..
你好坏...
总是喜欢耍我..
不要假假咯~~~想亲我就说吖~~~
又没有不给你亲啦...
谢谢你亲我...
好好笑噢...有唇蜜叻~~
哈哈哈哈...
喜欢看你亲我后,舔舔嘴巴...
然后在被我笑着说有"blink blink"
过后自己傻笑~~~
好可爱...
*^^*
亲爱的...我或许已经习惯了吧..
虽然痛...可是,我是个打不死的蟑螂...
我可以很悲观...悲观得可以跑去自杀...
我试过~你也知道的....
可是,我乐观起来...你会很难想象噢^^
即使大家都认为那是绝望...
我还是选择相信那是个希望...
我很听你话,你知道的...
我会好好的等你....
你看你...一定是很少喝水...
每次叫我多喝水~~自己也不是没有喝~~~
我不懂说什么好了...
所以像往常那样叫你"笨蛋"
你就只是懂得抱着我,然后这次换我亲你啦~~~
哈哈哈...
你欺负我的话,我拿刀切你吖鸟阿...
呵呵...
放心吧...为你,我会好好的...
你...就是我的目标...因为,我爱你...
我放下尊严,放下骄傲...放下一切...
都是因为放不下你....

笨蛋^^

Sweetheart...

2010-11-08T10:42:00.001-08:00

8/11

The sixth day when u're not around me...
I'm still the same...
Can't even have good sleep and also a meal...
Lost my appetite....
Having bad dream when i slept...
and end up wake up crying...
Crying become my habit everytime when i wake up...
and also before i fall asleep....
When i think of you...
the way you hug me to sleep...
the way you kiss me...
the way you let me have so much confidence on you...
i only know how to cry...
i cant do anything.....except crying....
my mind turned blank...
I'm so helpless,my dear...
where are you...
You promise will be there for me anytime when i need you...
You promise will not let my tears fall to my cheek....
You promise will not find her anymore....
you promise will not give her anymore chance...
you promise will not hurt me...
you promise....
I'm too stubborn....
But....i can't even find a reason to get angry or to hate you...
I'm just...too love you...
ANd i realize....i really can't do things well without you...
Forgive me...to rely on you...
Forgive my weekness....
I'm just love you....
I'm so sorry....
I convince myself on everything...
nomatter how bad people around talk about you...
nomatter how much of your past i knew....
and how badly you hurt me....
I remain to trust you like i always do...
I will keep on my promise to wait you...
Not too long darling...
I can be strong....but sometimes, i'm weaker than you expect...
I give you time like what you request....
I give whatever i can...
Just to try my best to have you back to me....
I love you,my dear Raymond...
smooches...

我们...

2010-11-06T06:53:00.000-07:00

6/11

孤单的时候我会想起你！
寂寞的时候也会想起你！
伤心的时候又会想起你！
开心的时候总会想起你！
我愿意陪你一起看电视...
陪你一起看每一场你想看的电影...
陪你逛街...
陪你聊天...
陪你买你喜欢的东西...
只要你要我陪的话我就尽量出现在你身边...
我愿意做你的灭火器...
在你生气的时候我帮你消气...
.......

亲爱的,
还记得你给我这些承诺吗?
你说其实你喜欢上我了....
你也说....希望给到我幸福的人...是你...
当我看着你对我承诺这一切的时候...
我的心哭了...
我是真的感动的...
我相信，我也爱了...

没有你在的第四天...
不知道你过得好吗？
好想你了...
我似乎已经习惯了有你的生活，陪伴...照顾及疼爱...
我真的爱了...
我不管你的过去有多荒唐...
我只知道，我就是爱上了这样的你...
我愿意为你...
你不喜欢的，我都不碰...
我把时间都预留给你...
跟随你...
我愿意乖乖呆在家....
当你累的时候，我愿意为你按磨...
当你想要倾诉时，我愿意倾听...
当你饿了，我愿意为你烧饭...
或许我并不是你心里的公主...
但，我依然会等待...
如果有哪一天，当你回头一望...
你一定能看见我的身影...
我不需要你的对不起...
只要你记得...
还会有我愿意守候...

女孩在约定的地点,等待男孩的归来...

2010-11-04T21:40:00.000-07:00

5/11

男孩离开女孩的第三天...
女孩好无助...
女孩毫无方向感....
仿佛迷失在黑暗的街角....
好没有安全感....
那双为女孩擦去泪水的双手...
女孩唯一能依靠的肩膀...
去了哪里?
每当女孩睁开眼睛...
眼泪就不听话了...
曾经说过喜欢抱着女孩入睡的男孩...
去了哪里?
哭泣着睡去....
因为男孩不在了...
哭泣着醒来...
因为男孩不在了....
晚上没有了你的晚安和唇上轻轻的一吻....
早上没有了你的早安及唇上轻轻的一吻...
醒来发现,靠着的不是男孩的手....
而是那洒满泪水的枕头...
女孩哭了...
男孩给与女孩的承诺....
一句一句浮现在脑海里....
男孩的“对不起”...也总是不听徘徊在耳边....
男孩...
女孩要的不是对不起....
因为...就算你说再多的对不起...
女孩还是一样爱着你...
还是会一样站在彼此的原点...
等待着男孩....
女孩真的很爱你...女孩不需要对不起...

女孩昨晚去了朋友生日会...
原来强颜欢笑的滋味...假透了...
女孩就是怎么也笑不出来...
朋友们都拉着女孩,要女孩放松自己...
但是...原来女孩根本就不想那样...
女孩只是知道...女孩真的好想好想男孩...
男孩...
女孩做到了....
女孩学会了不为难过而醉...
女孩学会不让你担心...
女孩学会不让任何男人接近...
女孩学会了...
女孩很努力...回去当初的那个自己...
因为男孩...
女孩昨晚不抽一支烟...
女孩昨晚只喝两杯酒...
整晚等待着男孩的信息...
尽管女孩知道...男孩不会信息女孩...
但是女孩还是等待着...
朋友们都在里面玩得尽兴...
女孩却好想回家...
因为女孩知道....男孩不喜欢...
女孩答应过男孩...
男孩不喜欢的...女孩都不会碰...
女孩答应过男孩...
和男孩坚定的那一句“好”...
女孩会等待....
因为...女孩真的爱了...
女孩在乎男孩的在乎....
女孩愿意为男孩...
一切都愿意...
因为....
女孩更懂得如何珍惜男孩...
女孩更懂得怎么去爱男孩...
女孩不想失去男孩...
男孩...
请你记得...
女孩并没有来迟...
请你记得...
当初你是怎么向女孩述说着自己的过去....
请你记得...
是你叫女孩不要理她的...
请你记得...
你说过的每一句话...
请你记得...
你说你真的可以做到...
女孩爱了...
男孩说的...女孩都会相信...
尽管男孩对女孩说过...不可以那么容易相信别人...
其实女孩都会...
因为...女孩比任何人更没有安全感....
女孩受过的伤害...
女孩真的怕了...
只是...希望男孩明白...
女孩只相信保护女孩的男孩...
女孩只相信女孩爱着的男孩...
女孩选择爱了...
所以女孩选择相信...
因为相信...
所以女孩选择坚持...
因为坚持...
所以女孩选择不放弃...
其实...
女孩真的很安慰...
原来男孩也真的爱了女孩...
原来男孩并没有欺负女孩...
所以...女孩不会需要男孩的对不起...
男孩绝对知道...
女孩要的是什么....
请你试着去了解女孩...
你会发现...
女孩,可以不够勇敢,不够坚强...
但绝对不是你想象的那样脆弱...
女孩只是明白...
该怎么去当一个爱你的女孩...及该怎么被爱...
女孩的本分...女孩知道怎么去做好...
女孩在这里...等待着男孩...
只要男孩回头...
你一定可以看见女孩....

泪...

2010-11-03T09:39:00.000-07:00

4/11

亲爱的上帝...
女孩到底做了什么错误?
好让你要这样惩罚女孩?
女孩只不不过想要好好爱一场...
女孩要的并不多...
为什么你让他出现在女孩的生命里?
为什么那么不公平?
为什么男孩的心...都那么难懂...那么猜不透...
女孩疲倦了...
女孩再次觉得痛了...
只是...为什么...会那么痛?
女孩崩溃了....
告诉女孩....接下来...该怎么做...
女孩,因为男孩...放下骄傲的自己...
把过去都放开...
把戒指拿开...
拒绝所有诱惑....
拒绝心里的那个他....
努力改变着....
只因为女孩已经爱上了男孩...
男孩总是保护着女孩...
只是...一天不到的时间...
男孩...往女孩心里狠狠地刺了下去....
为什么那么不公平...
上帝...为什么...女孩总是受着伤害...
为什么女孩都总是被抛弃的那个...
女孩...是不是注定...要永远一个人...
女孩哪里错了?
为什么...你们都要这样对我...
告诉我...为什么...
男孩...女孩相信你...绝对不是坏人...
因为...你总是让女孩那么的放心...
那么的有安全感...
女孩...真的爱了...
女孩...真的玩不起...
男孩也知道的不是吗?
女孩说过的...
你早就该离开...不要等到女孩无法自拔的时候...抛弃女孩...
怎么你说的都忘了吗?
为什么...男孩要走进女孩的心里...
我...已经习惯了你...
你不可以说走就走...
女孩...好无助...
好害怕...
堕落....
我...真的受伤了...

·#￥%—（%$#@%*#

2010-10-29T08:37:00.000-07:00

29/10

停了那么多个月...
好朋友终于来找我了...
我不懂...
我真的觉得好烦.....
心情也很不好?
难道这就是所谓"女生每个月的权利"
借口!!
不过我就是找不到心情不好的理由吖...
莫名其妙!!
去撞墙好不好??
烦死了...
好想哭...
没用死了...撞墙好啦!!
好朋友病发作....
痛到我抽筋...
都不懂搞什么鬼!!
看来我真的很适合立刻去撞墙....
心情很不好的说!!
没用的家伙!!

♥♥~~

2010-10-28T11:12:00.000-07:00

29/10

今天是Vivi的生日...
生日快乐吖~~~
Vivi,我们认识都有13年咯~~
好久吖^^...
好怀念一起上课,玩闹的日子...
如今各分东西...
但愿我们能够完成各自的梦想...
希望你每一天都可以很快乐的过噢^^
=====================================
突然觉得自己有好任性的感觉...
我总是无时无刻...想要看见你...
我总是想着你...
当我看不见你的时候...
心情好差...甚至会有想哭的感觉...
死笨蛋...像什么鬼样...
整个小孩子那样...讨厌这样啦~~~
张雪燕,要乖噢...不可以lao gai!!
o0o==o0o
~~~~~飘~~~~
今天没有去卡冰...
奇怪吗?....朋友们都说不像我叻~~
可是事实就是我没有去吖~~~
因为我知道,有人会担心~~~
所以...还是少去好啦~~
ermmmm....忍==''
要乖~~~不可以lao gai~~~
...........
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昨天柠檬先生off day~~
呵呵呵~~
星期二没有做工,晚上过来陪我睡~~
早上陪柠檬先生载了他两个朋友去做工后..
当然要继续睡觉啦~~~
去柠檬先生家睡~~~
整1点多才睡饱~~
2点多出发咯~~~
我们去吃杂饭^^
饭叻~~~~好像很久没有吃饭的感觉~~~
过后就去1U了~~
原本要看"童眼"的...
可是迟了~~
所以换看"RED"...
很不错看^^
坐到屁股好酸吖~~~
还有,你的手真的好冷吖~~~@@
来来来~~~我来给你温暖~~哈哈哈...
到处走走,拍拍照~~还买了甜甜圈~~
然后就回家咯~~~
"柠檬吃人吖"~~~~
等到8点多就陪柠檬先生去载他朋友放工啦~~
然后去吃晚餐~~
原本打算吃“肉骨茶”的~~
应该是东主有喜,没有开档==''
吃别的咯~~~呵呵...
然后回家做做power point~~
累了就睡觉啦~~~
好喜欢被你抱着oioi的感觉...
嘻嘻嘻嘻~~
来来来~~~我们来看照片~~~

这张edit了应该不错~~~

je'taime♥

亲爱的,谢谢你给了我那么愉快的一天...
~~~~飘~~~~~♥

再见...

2010-10-25T10:27:00.000-07:00

26/10

其实都很简单不是吗?
把心打开...
既然你不要我...
我...再怎么在乎,也毫无意义...
不要再对我说...你心里有我...
不要对我说....你还爱着我...
xuan会很难呼吸...好辛苦...
选择彻底结束的...是你...
说要我死心的...是你...
但是不断给希望我的人...是你...
硬着头想想...你把我当什么了?
我甘愿当你辈子的娃娃...如果你爱的是我...
如果你爱的不是我...我不会当你的娃娃...
说来就来...说走就走...
回来了...却又掉头说着再见....
够了...
我快窒息了....
鸟儿受伤了....
放心....
复原后...鸟儿会再次展翅高飞...
飞到一个真正属于鸟儿的小岛...
你那么幸福....我也祝福你...
希望你不会有后悔的一天...
因为你了解....我不会背叛我的男人...
或许...我真的不该对你留恋...
因为...当我醒来...
我才发现,伤我最深的人....是你...
再见了...
我不会再干扰你...因为...
有人更值得我专心去爱...